I don't want to know anymore, it's too painful. I hate myself already, and every time I see how happy she makes you I get more depressed.
You have been kind to me, and I truly appreciate it. But really there's no reason for you to be nice to me when you are planning a future with her.
I love you, and I'll always wish you had chosen me instead. But now in order to survive I need to forget. Good night sweet prince. I'm sure I will still dream about you. xoxo