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whooooooooa [Tuesday, November 28th, 2006 ♣ 11:27PM]
[ mood | melancholy ]

so um havent been on the old el-jay in about a quarter of a billion years. this is pretty exciting....um i guess this is hello...or maybe goodbye...im not sure anymore.

gee i must be feeling criptic today

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ONLY LIARS BUT WE'RE THE BEST [Sunday, May 8th, 2005 ♣ 1:25PM]
[ mood | creative ]

LIVEJOURNAL IS DEAD. dead dead dead. and myspace is taking over the world. its not a good thing either. say it with me now DOWN WITH MYSPACE

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the needle and the damage done [Monday, April 18th, 2005 ♣ 8:09AM]
spring break this far has been....interesting. i mean, i cant really compare it to anything, because last year's spring break was phenonminal. it was the best spring break that i have ever attended, if that makes snese. me, peck, and sometimes chanell, pretty much walked around uptown causing all kinds of mischief. matt baynes and bennett novack helped out too. oh man, and the spring break ball, the roof of the mcdonalds, the guy from yellowcard, the lacrosse posse, the frostng in the park, stealing tops of the mountian dew bottles in the a&p for the codes and just because we were kool like that. ah sugar, i dont think this spring break can ever beat that, but the bright side and all that shit i know.
i realized that as much as i dont want to i do like fall out bot. ah well.

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BECAUSE I'M A LAME-O oh man i said lame-o [Wednesday, April 13th, 2005 ♣ 3:53PM]
[ mood | geeky ]

my life is falling apart. i guess things do that sometimes, but you don't ever really expect your life to collapse around you. i almost had an emotional breakdown. ha emotional. apparently i am more scene than caitlin, jeez, well its understandable. and the emo-est out of my friends. that probably has something to do with my fascination with that hawthorne heights song.....hmmmmmmm.......

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to those about to rock we salute you [Tuesday, April 12th, 2005 ♣ 7:34PM]
[ mood | bouncy ]

so today was eventful. not. i did have a confrontation, but that ended on a lighter note i guess. it taught me that real friends are few and far between, and when you find one whom you can stand, and they can stand you back, hold on tight and never let go. i also learned not to jump to conclusions, at least not all of the time, because its a killer swimming back. i'm sorry for anyone i offended or made to feel any emotion except joy or happiness with me, oh yeah and mystery or curiosity, during this week of SHIT.
steve zahn is the SEX. i love him soooooooo much, he's my new best friend, sorry other best friends. you've been upstaged, at least for the next ten minutes or so. he's so great, almost as great as a A NEW YORK MINUTE, or PEANUT BUTTER REVENGE. thanx guyz, for everything.

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[Monday, April 11th, 2005 ♣ 9:47PM]
[ mood | annoyed ]

i have done nothing today. nada, zip, love, finito. except for my algebra homework. i did that. be proud its a rare occasion when i do my algebra homework before class, if i do it at all. IM REALLY BORED.
my mom is coming home tonight, and thats a really realy good thing. my dad is such an asshole. i cant stand him, he puts on an act when other people are around, but when you hafta live with him its terrible. hes such an arrrgh asshole. bastard bastard bastard. hes so damn lazy and he makes me and my sister do all the shit he doesnt want to get up off his lazy ass and do. and oh, we cant do it in 5 minutes, we hafta drop all our shit and DOT IT NOW. not to mention, he's entitled to every damn thing on the planet. i was updating before, left the computer for 5 minutes, i come back and wham, all my shit is gone because bastardo numero uno obviously cant tell that someone was on MY computer. and then when i confronted him, its all my fault because i didnt clean the damn kitchen! ive already done it 3 times since saturday. how clean can the damn thing be. i he just put food away when he was done with it, and put his shit in the sink instead of just leaving it wherever he felt most connected with the kitchen, it would never be dirty! NEVER EVER.
im having the most disturbing conversation with evan right now. yuck and gross. hes such a goddamn perv. guyz suck.

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I'M OUTSIDE OF YOUR WINDOW WITH MY RADIO [Friday, April 8th, 2005 ♣ 8:20PM]
[ mood | good ]

niki fm is my favorite damn song. i used to hate hawthorne heights. now this damn song is killing me. my dad just got home and he controls my cash flow, so thats why i couldnt go out thus far into the night. i have no clue what the rest of the night will bring, but it'll probably involve mint chip ice cream and light sabers, like i originally planned. i love when things work out exactly as their supposed to.

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in this house of cards we're holding hearts and spades [Friday, April 8th, 2005 ♣ 3:33PM]
[ mood | chipper ]

i've done a lot of things im ashamed of, but dont get me wrong, i dont regret any of them. some were trivial, mere illeagalities, but some were more on a more personal, emotional basis. i'm not quite sure where this is going, but i just felt like pointing it out.
there are two types of people in the world, sheep herders and sheep killers. (for those who have heard this before bear with me) sheep herders are those looking for relationships and all the meaningful stuff of life. sheep killers take life for what its worth and live for the moment with no regrets. thus sheep killers and generally a lot happier than sheep herders. i like to think of myself as the latter, not really worried about tomorrow and all that comes with it. i guess you could say im a procrastinator, i think you should care about all the important stuff when its a little more pressing. right now why worry yourself. but as i think this, my smarter side kicks into gear with a smooth rebuttal. oh man im such a law geek. way too much csi and law and order in my system right now. i'll finish this later.

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its times like these time and time again [Thursday, April 7th, 2005 ♣ 8:09PM]
[ mood | i have a cold ]

i just got back from seeing sin city with my mom. that was a gooooooood movie. it almost makes me want to be a prostitute when i grow up so i can wear cool outfits and blow peoples heads off. that would be quite a party indeed.
it was really funny because my mom was freaking out from all the violence and this kid was staring at me because i was laughing and had uber-cool glowy bracelets and sunglasses on in a movie theater. it was great stuff.
omg i found some old hanson shit that was buried in my room. i've been listening to it for quite some time now and i cant believe how good they actually were. looking back on most boy bands and other assorted riff raff they usually suck a lot more when you listen to their music some years later. i remember back in nishuane when me and taylor and molly r and carly tienen hanigen were all est friends. i never call her carly, i always use her full name. weird. i really miss that, we were like the fantastic four, but coolier. molly r was obsessed with the drummer and she owned practially every hanson product that ever exsisted. oh man we all thought they were cool because they had long hair and zack was only 12 or so. those were really the days.
aw sugar.

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if i drink pesticide will it kill the butterflies inside of me? [Thursday, April 7th, 2005 ♣ 2:20PM]
[ mood | indescribable ]

man today sucked. i lost an earring within the first hour, and lost my lunch too. i didnt throw up or anything of the sort, but i literally lost my lunch. i entrusted it to the care of a few certain folks and it got lost in the shuffle.not to mention all the shit thats been happening. i really hate being mean and all that comes along with it. i dont like being mad at people and i ususally cant stay that way for long. today i tried to be so angry at the world, i even sought out all of the angry musi con my ipod, in an effort to keep a angery angsty attitude. it all fell apart though when i went to lunch with taylor and rory. they were being so normal, strange, and happy. thanx so much guyz. to all of my friends: thanx for always being whatever the hell you are, you've saved me from myself countless times.

did anybody ever notice how attractive that dude from good charlotte is? the one who had the pink hair. if i saw him on the street i would jump his bones. then i would break his guitar.

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ergo a mob [Wednesday, April 6th, 2005 ♣ 10:08PM]
[ mood | i'd say im FUCKIN PISSED ]



show me your heresy and i'll show you mineCollapse )

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ahem ready or not.... [Wednesday, April 6th, 2005 ♣ 3:40PM]
people suck. it is a solid and known fact that they lie, cheat, etc. and that pisses me off. i especially do not like friends. having friends sucks because they are people. (see before mentioned fact)
there is also a flaw in the logic of some, see the comments on my previous post, and if you like solving mysteries you'll see why. (thanx for those comments taylor) [hint hint]. if you would like full explanation please call me or im me.....if not i really don't give a flying fuck.
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waves of DEATH [Tuesday, April 5th, 2005 ♣ 4:35PM]
[ mood | lonely ]

i just saw the interpol video for evil for the 1st time. the puppet guy is the best especially since he does the cryph walk better than anyone i know.
today someone said i was h-h-h-h-hawwwwwwwt. no comment there....but his name is bb if you know your nicknames than your all caught up.
hereby and henceforth is a proclaimation of a sorts. since the reading of romeo and juliet in world lit and my realization of the attractiveness of a certain attractive kid (ak), i have realized how much i want to be in love. not just to love people because i already do that, but to actually be in love with someone. yeah yeah, mushy i know, but im serious. that shakespeare cat has really got me thinking. no jokes now, i want to be in love sooooo bad. that whole soulmate kinda thing. ah man, stupid hormones i'm getting all worked up now. dag nabbit.

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[Monday, April 4th, 2005 ♣ 9:08PM]
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but it can be done [Saturday, April 2nd, 2005 ♣ 7:53PM]

so i'm all ready to settle in to a hurricane of a night of watching star wars. the originals mid you, not the stupid computer animated hadyen christensen. yes folks, i am an avid star wars nerd....you can take the girl out of the geek but you can never take the geek out of the girl.if that makes any sense.
last night me and peck had a csi/ law and order crime-a-thon. we had crime solving fun all night long. ah well, i am officially a couch potatoe. po-ta-toe.

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if you want to view paradise simply look around and view it... [Friday, April 1st, 2005 ♣ 5:42PM]
[ mood | HEADACHE ]

i realized how screwed upi really am today when i had a mondo emotional breakdown after school. im not even sure how it started really, suddenly it seemed i was all depressed and low and miserable. it probably had something to do with listening to underoath all afternoon, i think all the reinventing of exits made me want to find mine. nevertheless, the only way out of a funk is with some good ol' fashioned willy wonka and the chocolate factory. that was fun.
i apologize for my hyper, crazy, and sometimes rude behavior. i attribute it to the fact that i had fign ewtons and devil dogs for lunch, but who really knows. i have discovered that i do like ak, even though i dont know his last name. if anyone who knows who ak is comments with his last name, not only will i delete the comment and ban you from my journal, i'll stop talking to you forver and make up nasty rumours and spread them around school. thats right, i'll draw dirty picutres of you too.

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the candyman can because he mixes it with love [Thursday, March 31st, 2005 ♣ 6:31PM]
[ mood | way up in that glass elevator ]

i just got finished watching willy wonka and the chocolate factory and i am now throughly uplifted and ready to face the day. it would be nice if the day wasnt almost over but thats really beside the point. they finished our roof today, but there's still this huge dumpster in the driveway. at least no more strange men using the bathroom. thank god for that.


i am a music junkie. i am the one who sits in the back of the room with my music up real loud and who boldly walks past the music nazis with no regard for authority. I come home and turn on music in every room with speakers. you will recognize me by the earphones permanently attatched to my ears and constant beat running through my veins. i live, eat, and breathe music. it is my drug. i am a music junkie.

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if thats the way you want it [Sunday, March 27th, 2005 ♣ 2:31PM]
[ mood | chipper ]

my cousins are here for easter and we just got back from church. the one occasion when it is not okay to wear pajamas to church, i wind up wearing jeans and a halter top. i'm so glad that this random old lady had nicer chucks than i have ever known, and wore them on easter sunday. now i'm not religious and all, but this seems a good reson, if any, to pray. and for that green day concert at the taj mahal in atlantic city thats coming up. it would be so much fun, we could have a road trip and stay in a cool hotel, even though its onle a three hour drive. any takers?

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[Friday, March 25th, 2005 ♣ 5:10PM]
party in 1. i just got back from pathmark, and our total was like 80.00 and we didnt even order the pizza yet. if we run out of food, i think i'll scream.
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[Friday, March 25th, 2005 ♣ 3:51PM]
the ice cream truck just went down my street, and it was weird.
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