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Private Musings [05 Aug 2004|08:47am]
[ mood | bored ]

Hollow winds blowing over us
A past I cannot ignore.
A future that calls me,
just beyond this door -

Damnit... forgot Ryu left that game on for me...

He apparently thinks I need to play. *contemplates this as he stands*

Hmm... we shall see who gets to the final boss then won't we? *evil grin*

[ooc: Ryu-chan, enter game above? *has no idea what games Ryu'd play*]

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[30 Jul 2004|12:03pm]
[ mood | calm ]

The last week has been interesting to say the least.  Between the day Ryu and Shu spent together the drama going on at NG, the concert and my brother in jail, let's just say it's been one hell of a week.

I will tell you, if you didn't know Shuichi and Ryuichi very well, you really couldn't tell the difference between the two of them.  Ryu had come over at Shuichi's request.  At first I was slightly annyoed, but then a couple of things occured to me. One: my writing isn't getting anywhere Two: It's not going anywhere.  That and I miss Shiuchi's company.  I miss him bugging me while I write too, as odd as that sounds.  I know he doesn't know for me, but it's usually the only time I can spend with him when I am trying to write.  However, this night I just left everything in my office and evesdropped on the two who were out in the livingroom playing some video game of which I still don't know what it is XD  But just watching them brought me comfort - comfort in knowing that Shuichi could be happy in someone elses company other than my own.  Eventually the two of them noticed me and invited me to join them.  I was reluctant at first, but somehow shuichi convinced me, so I joined them out in the livingroom.  I don't know how many hours passed, but I soon found myself asleep.  Was not a bit surprised to find Shuichi curled up with me the next morning.  Ryu left in a bit of a hurry this morning too as he'd fallen asleep.  It wasn't until my brother wandered out of some room that I realized why. --;  Damn you tatshua. 

That same morning, I went to the studio with Shuichi and wasn't a bit surprised to find chaos surrounded the recording studios.  I can't really explain the day other than DAMN.  Though I don't think I've smiled that much for a long time.  It felt good.

Then two days afterwards was the big concert.  I was aloud to watch it from backstage and I couldn't help but feel proud of Shuichi.  He's come a long way from the day I first met him in both writing of his lyrics and of his singing.  Reminds me of something I've been meaning to give him too...  I don't think ANYONE was expecting what had happened during the encore, especially not Ryuuichi.  Poor guy,  it's bad enough he has to deal with my brother, but that was just uncalled for.  If tatshua hadn't beaten my to it, I would have given Aizawa another piece of my mind.  But my brother beat me to it.  Figures. *shakes head*  Had to bail him out of jail for whatever it is he did, but apparently jail was the least of the things on my brother's mind.  It's scary what he can do with Ryu on the brain.  To be loved by two people who almost know more about him than he does about himself, and not to mention all of his fans... I can't imagine what that's like... scratch that.  Yes I can... *sighs*

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-I-N-C-O-G-N-E-T-O- [27 Jul 2004|12:42am]
[ mood | discontent ]

I think I've worried Shuichi... he seems to think that I'm mad at him.

But I'm not, I'm just extremely frustrated with this new novel I'm trying to write that I'm ignoring almost everyone and everything around me...  perhaps I should take Ryu up on his suggestion  Perhaps getting out where I'm made to be around people will help with what I'm writing.

As the night above grew ever darker, the lights of the city appeared as they twinkled on one by one.  Unknowingly I saw you standing there looking up at the stars, wondering what was out there and never knowing I was watching you from afar.  Standing there -

On to
Guess that
Together, would be

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For lack of anything else to write... [13 Jul 2004|09:37pm]
Having a difficult time working all of a sudden.  The anger and pain that once surrounded me is now begining to lift and I find it somewhat disconcerting.  My writing has been suffering as of late because of it.  I used to pour so much of my pain into my work, that now it's time for me to find inspiration from something else.

*wonders how long it'll be till Shuichi returns from the studio*

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