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July 9th, 2007

Long time no hear!

Billie Joe
I'm back!!!

October 24th, 2006


Billie Joe
I just don't know what to do anymore.....
I feel like i'm about to throw up every minute of the day.....
I constantly check my phone to see if there is any sign.....
I look out my window everytime I hear a car come up my street.....
I'm so lost and hurt.....
I just want to wake up from this nightmare.....

October 17th, 2006


Billie Joe
1. what's on your bedside table?
A: A lamp, Remotes, Photo of Delong and I crap like that

2. what's the gayest part of your music collection?
B: Savage Garden (YIKKES)

3. what do you eat when you raid the fridge at night?
A: I drink Milk

4. what is your secret guaranteed weeping film?
B: Lion King

5. if you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?
A: Nah

6. do you have a completely irrational fear?
B: Having ET in my closet

7. what is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moments?
A: I play with my earring at the top of my ear

8. do you ever have to beg?

9. do you have too many love interests?
A: wtf does that mean?

10. do you know anyone famous?
B: Kinda....

11. describe your bed.
A: Single, Bloody comfy, colourful, squeaky

12. spontaneous or plan?
B: Spontaneous

13. who should play you in a movie about your life?

14. do you know how to play poker?
B: Yup

15. what do you carry with you at all times?
A: My keys

16. how do you drive?
B: Well most people yell at me look out then say omg we could have died so i'd say avaerage.

17. what do you miss most about being little?
A: Giving the boys my "germs" oh oh and Catch n Kiss

18. are you happy with your given name?
B: ummmmmm

19. what color is your bedroom?
A: Covered in Posters

20. what was the last song you were listening to?
B: One Josh wrote for his band

21. have you ever been in a school play?
A: Yus

22. have you ever been in love?
B: Yus

23. do you like yourself and believe in yourself?
A: at times

24. have you ever done any illegal drugs?
B: maybe...

25. do you think you're cute?
A: wtf? lol

26. do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
B: nah....

Sad In A Happy Way...

Well I’m sitting here in the Biology computer lab which could possibly be for the last time…

This is the last week of University, which is really sad.
I’m going to miss walking through the quad and seeing empty Tui cans everywhere,
I’m going to miss picking up the Craccum every week and reading the weirdest shit ever to be published in a magazine. Kind of strangely I’ll miss waking up every morning at 6am and driving to town in peak hour traffic. I’m going to miss writing essays and freaking out about handing them in late. I know my ipod will miss playing my favorite tunes every day till the battery dies. I’m going to miss the old buildings and the lectures. Another strange one I’m going to miss all the stairs and the automatic door openers.
Most of all I’m going to miss the people in my course, for nearly a year now we’ve all shared in the same highs and lows, these people have really mad my time here worthwhile. I came to Uni with an open mind and thought to myself I won’t make any friends I’ll just sit by myself and study, this turned out so so wrong.

I’ve really enjoyed this year and really don’t want it to end... But like all good things it must have an ending; luckily this is a good one. Nearly a year of my life has been lived at this campus, hopefully I’ll be back next year, but then again it’ll be a completely different experience.

Nothing much has been going on apart from Uni; exams are coming up so lots of study and like my other friends who are at school the whole most important year of their schooling life thing is kicking in.

It was Bogan Dave’s Birthday the other weekend so we celebrated and got pissed as fuck. Delong came too which was really weird but all and all we both had a cool day. I’ve been working lots to support my drinking which sounds so bad! Lol anyways I also gotta save up for Christmas which is like really close… Which also means and 18th birthday for me! Also now that I’ll have shit loads of free time, more boozing and posting for my lucky LJ. In a way I’ve become some I used to loath, getting pissed every weekend with a bunch of really good people who in time have become really good friends, and all I can think about when I type that last sentence is GC’s song Clique…. “You go out on Friday night I’ll stay in but that’s all right because I have found a clique to call my own” I’m proud of it in a way…

I can’t believe I pretty much have 3months of doing jack shit!!! Awesome!!
Sadly a girl died at Highland Park the other weekend, it’s a long story but it was a real shock to have something happen so close to home, literally with it being a 5minute walk from my house. Even more sadly me and some mates were there to witness it, walking home after a mates 18th at Sapphire. On an unrelated topic I have a new work buddy!!! Steph!! She’s hot lol. All this shit’s been happening at work to, so many details but basically all these people left so there is only 3 of us working now which is good for me because I can fill in the extra hours.

Well that’s it for now and I can happily say I WILL be updating soon... Very soon in fact!
Love me…

September 11th, 2006

Well I haven’t updated in so long….
I don’t really have any excuses I just really have kind of forgotten about my Live Journal.

Today is the first day back at Uni, after holidays filled with work and writing assignments I really don’t feel like I got an actual break! I feel robbed! Oh well I guess that’s just the way life rolls sometimes….

What else to talk about... Hmmm work and uni work and uni is all I basically do these days. The girl I worked with got fired because she had another job at a retailer and she was in breach of her contract, with Christmas hours coming up and the new Sylvia Park finally opened I can safely say we are SCREWED at finding someone to fill in, looks like a lot of extra hours for me Joy! Once again a summer not filled with sunshine but filled with the bright Florence lights of a shopping mall and to top it all off fake air conditioning that dries out your skin!

Nothing much is happening on the social front, just the usual drinks of Friday and Saturday, lot’s of laughs and good times. It’s also my 18th soon and I have no idea what to do for it, everyone seems to be having these really cool parties and splashing out heaps of money. I don’t think turning 18 will change much for me, I mean I do all that stuff now anyways, buy alcohol and Cigarettes go to the pub and clubbing with my 19 year old sisters ID, so really the only thing that will be changing is I’ll be using my own ID instead.

Steve Irwin died I cried and I don’t know why, September 11th anniversary today so everyone is kind of feeling down I don’t know why. I think Green Day sum it up pretty well when they sang the song “Wake Me Up When September Ends” it’s such a bad month for everyone, we all walk around feeling like poo and with the change of season it seems like forever till summer will actually get here. I found out a possible reason as to why this month sucks, it’s the ninth month in the year and the number 9 in numerology is a number for endings… So maybe that’s got something to do with it…

Oh well not much else to say I’ll defiantly update again soonish…

Hope everyone is doing really well, sorry I haven’t commented in ages really haven’t had the time but I have been reading!!


July 28th, 2006


Billie Joe
I miss my Lj I want it back.
Now i'm back at Uni I want to fill my breaks with posting...

July 6th, 2006

Goodbye my friend

Billie Joe
Well it’s been ages since I updated, I’m not too sure why. I have lots to say I just don’t know how to say it. I don’t even know why I have a livejournal, it’s not like people read it. I think it’s time for it to pass on.....

June 12th, 2006

Meh *shrugs*

Well today was a very interesting day, a cable snapped at the main power centre so the Auckland CBD and all of my area (Howick & Pakuranga) was out of power from 8:00am till about 1:30pm. The cool thing about it was, I was supposed to be in an exam today but because of the power outage it was postponed till further notice.
So gives me extra time to study!

The worst storms happened all over the country last night, the worst recorded since 1992. So I think it’s safe to say that winter has arrived and I’ll be going on my ski trip very soon! The power cut was extremely annoying no heat, no decent food and no lights, because it was raining non stop there was no natural light! It was pretty cool though; my mates were interviewed on the news saying how cool it was that the exam was cancelled for today. It was funny the exam supervisors had no idea what to do because it’s never happened. So it was good to be apart of history.

Nothing much else has been happening. Just studying for exams and hanging out with friends, it’s been good to see all my mates again. Ahh I almost forgot, the ball!! What can I say it was the ball, a good night! The after ball was alright a bit too gangster for my liking but hey, it was great seeing everyone again.

I’ve got work tomorrow so that should be interesting, and I’ve got camp soon. That’s about it really kind of boring.

Update soon
Love me.

P.s Like the new layout?

June 1st, 2006

Short and Sweet

I'm sitting here in the bio lab of uni....
I'm hungry...
Want M&Ms...
Got an evolution test in 20minutes..
That is all

May 30th, 2006

Bored again...

Billie Joe
Another one of these things, i'm having a huge mental block trying to write my short story for uni and have no idea's so did this to try and rid my mental block.

Your name spelled backwards.

Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?
Yea in 2nd form science

Last time you swam in a pool?
In the holidays at Wu’s about 2 months ago

have you ever been in a school play?
Yes In Primary School

Type of music you dislike most?

Are you registered to vote?

do you have cable?

have you ever ridden on a mo-ped?
Yea, my mate Tom’s

Ever made a prank phone call?
Lol who hasn’t?

Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?

Furthest places you ever travelled?

Do you have a garden?
Yes, not that it’s much of a garden Lol

What's your favourite comic strip?
Archie all the way!

Do you know all the words to the national anthem?

Bath or Shower, morning or night?
Shower, Morning

Best movie you've seen in the past month?

what is your Favourite pizza toppings?
Cheese, pineapple and Bacon

what would you rather Chips or popcorn?

what type of deodorant do you use?
Rexona and Impulse

have you ever smoked peanut shells?
Lol didn't know you can... I’ll have to try it...

Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
No way!

26. Orange Juice or apple?
Orange Juice

Who were the last people you went out to lunch with?
Podjanee or Pork chop lol

what’s your Favourite type chocolate bar?

Last time you ate a home-grown tomato?
Yuk hate tomatoes wouldn’t touch it

Have you ever won a trophy?
Yes in primary

Ever ordered from an infomercial?

Sprite or 7-UP?

Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?
Yes to All My schools.

Last thing you bought at Walgreens?
Lol don’t have one of those here

ever thrown up in public?

Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?
True Love, definitely

who was the last person you visited in the hospital?

did you have long hair as a young kid?
Yea, down to my ass

What message is on your voicemail machine?
”Hey I’m not here leave me a message”

Where would you like to go right now?
In a really nice warm sunny place with Delong.

What was the name of your first pet?
Our cat Misty

What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it?
A black Jan sport bag, filled with Books, refill, two clear files, Wallet, Keys, Cell phones both of them, Pens, pencils, bottle of water lol the list goes on

Last phone call you received?
My Manager

What is one thing you are grateful for today?

what do you think about most?
Failing University
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