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19 July 2006 @ 11:43 pm
Good job with the whole no power in the middle of 105 degree weather, STL.
I feel: soresore
13 July 2006 @ 02:29 am
I think tonight was pretty much needed for me to maintain my sanity. I met some of Sara's friends tonight.

I felt free-er than ive been in a while.
It didnt matter that they smoked, or were drunk and completely not like me. It was just nice to have no worries.

I think we should all just be friends.
I feel: thankfulthankful
09 July 2006 @ 06:31 pm


I'm happy that one of my teams made it to the end. Portugal should have been there though. *sigh*

It's been a good week. It really has. It started off fantastic, I got to my low point in the middle, and now I'm back :]]]

I'm such a rollercoaster. Ahhh.
I feel: bouncybouncy
Musica: U2
08 July 2006 @ 09:36 pm
I guess I feel a little victorious now :]

Knowing that I spilled my heart out and I actually got something in return is better than what I originally thought he said...

...I just wish that he wouldnt play mindgames with me. Which is the hard part. I never know what he's thinking.

Blaaargh. Mmkay, I feel slightly less insecure now, and wont have to think about any of this anymore.

And its over. Its gotta be over.

Im out for the night.
I feel: pensivepensive
Musica: Shakira [world cup remix]
08 July 2006 @ 12:42 am
why does my heart always hurt.
why do i feel so much?
why do i care so much?
if only for just one day, or even just a few hours, i could NOT feel and NOT care... if only i could be like the majority of people in this world... shallow, insecure, insensitive, stupid, uninsightful... it would be bittersweet.

i just want my heart to turn off.
I feel: frustratedfrustrated
Musica: Coldplay