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[20 May 2004|09:14pm]
sorry to be so stupid, but i'm moving again..this is the last move, i promise..so the new lj is...*drum roll*

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[12 May 2004|10:30pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

So today was good. I painted my paper mache (sp?) box in art. The rest of the day was just normal. We didn't have to go to music so yay. It was a pretty funny day though, making fun of teachers and all. Also, science was amusing for reasons. Heh. Anyways, i won't be around next Tuesday or Wednesday cuz my mom's going on a business trip and i'll be staying with friends. So, call/text the cell if you need me. Anyway..i guess that's it. I made an anti-avril animation when i was bored..lol.

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[10 May 2004|10:10pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

Today was pretty good. We finished watching the Anne Frank movie. The ending was stupid- and it didn't match the play which saddened me. Also, in gym we got to go outside and do the 150 yard dash. I finished in 8.1. Argh. For the long jump, i jumped 5 ft, which sucked. I'm not sporty, AT ALL. Lol. I talked to Tete- and she was extremely happy, cuz we were in a fight. Oh, and apparently, David says he hopes we get into a fist fight. Hah, me too..so i can beat his fuckin cocky ass. I polled pretty much the whole 8th grade, and they all said i'd win. So, let's get this shit done with, cuz the fucker is dead. Haha. Anyway, yea, today was alright. Although i have a lot of projects and tests coming up. :\

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[09 May 2004|09:05pm]
[ mood | enraged ]

So today was pretty fun. I had to go to fuckin church since it was Mothers Day. My mom loved her present though, so it was all good. Then, i had to go to my grandma's grave, and then to see my other grandma in the nursing home. She was doing exceptionally well today, so it made me really happy :D. Uh yeah, then i headed off to Quick Chek to get me some chips and snapple and then to Merril Park to watch Berica's soccer game. So i chilled there until the game was over and then went home with Berica. We chilled and ate at her grandma's house. Weee..i ate a lot and it was really good. Now i'm here, and i was pretty enraged a second ago cuz of this scene on The Sopranos. This one dumb slut soccer mom who thought she was all that- ugh. She got her ass beat by this other chick. It was amazing, but angering cuz i pictured if anyone hurt my mom, i'd fuckin kill 'em. Man, i hate people who think they're better than others- they deserve to be fucking murdered. Anyway, here's a little boredom taking effect..i did this stupid little collage of some pics of me that i took this weekend and liked. ^_^

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[08 May 2004|10:39pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Tonight was pretty kickass. Went to Hoodbridge Mall at like 2:00ish with my mom. We bought me some sexy pants for the 8th grade dance. I decided to just fuckin shut up and go. I love the pants though- they're all professional&fancy lookin with their pinstripes. So yea, met up with Danielle&Katie and chilled for a bit until Nat got there with Ricardo. Walked around aimlessly until about 7:30ish when Nat's mom came and picked us up and took us to Menlo. We chilled there- and rode the elevator :DD. We walked around again aimlessly, and we said hi to a lot of people. It was really nice to bond with my Nat and all and chill with just her. We went into a lot of girly stores for random fun, and i found a sexy pair of goggles sitting by the elevator which i took and let her borrow. Yeah, then my mom came and drove Nat to Barnes&Nobles and she left. It was a pretty kickass night.

Also, idk why..but i'm really excited to give my mom her gift. ^_^

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[07 May 2004|05:25pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Today was amazingly fun. We did no work except in history, and the rest of our classes were cancelled, we just watched movies all day. :DD Yay for fun Fridays like this. Graduation is soon, and the dance is even sooner. Eeeeeeekkkk. Anyway..

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[02 May 2004|12:25pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Ok, so last night was really crazy. I picked up Jen at about 6:00 and we headed to Menlo mall. Once there, we met up with Cindy and walked around to random places. Then, Cindy had to leave so Jen and i continued our random walking and talking. It was really great to catch up with her. Then we met up with Natalie and they seemed to hit it off well. So, we all walked around, including to a ghetto people store to "buy" some shit for Natalie. We had already managed to "buy" a shirt for her from another store. When we "bought" some pants though, the alarm in the door went off and we were called back into the store. So we made up an excuse that it was this kid we knew, we took our shit and left. It was so funny and amusing..lol. The manager was really nice and we didn't even have to deal with the cops. Woo..what a fun night.

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[30 Apr 2004|11:03pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

So tonight was excellent. I went to bingo at Danny's school. We played bingo for candy bars, which amused me to no end. It was so fun getting angry because i didn't win. Now i see my future..me as a wrinkled old man in a motor scooter with my wife going to bingo once a week. Heh.

Yet now, for some reason, i feel like crying. My insides are twisting and burning. I feel like i wanna rip them out, along with every painful feeling inside of me. I haven't felt really sad in awhile, but tonight i do. My parents apparently found incriminating evidence of shit on my computer. My mom doesn't care, but my dad may talk to me or something. This is making me very uneasy and nervous. Gah, i hate him. I hate him with such a passion that it's like i want to slit his throat. When i see him sleeping, i want to take the knife and slowly make him go through so much pain. I want to make him bleed so badly. Argh. Also, i just hurt my mom's feelings by telling her that whenever she hugged me, she never let go. I feel horrible because i'm appreciative that i have a mother who gives me love and affection, but sometimes she just overdoes it. Eh, i guess there's no "happy medium" for her. Oh well.

Life's a bitch, but oh well. Don't comment if you wanna be nasty cuz i bitched. Get over it. :\

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