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[Sunday, December 31st, 2006]
this be's my journal. my writing journal, that is.
guess what's in it?
writing. crazy, i know.
comment if you want, but don't be rude.
i may not be the best at writing, but i like doing it anyway.

7 shots+pull the trigger

you are [Wednesday, January 18th, 2006]
[ mood | cold ]

you are the flower that never blooms
you are the water that never falls
you are the wind that never blows
you are the bird that never calls.

you are the song that no one likes
you are the book that no one reads
you are the toy that no one buys
you are the movie no one sees.

you are the nights that i can't sleep
you are the times that i can't breathe
you are the days that i can't think
but, babe, you're everything to me.

+pull the trigger

you're a classic disaster [Wednesday, January 4th, 2006]

me and him in a lingerie store

him: *holds out his hand* i think you'd look good in this one..
me: you're not holding anything..
him: i know ;]

+pull the trigger

so generic, why bother trying [Sunday, December 18th, 2005]
[ mood | "you motherfucking bitch" ]

&well that jerk ran off with half of my heart
and i didn't even get to say goodbye
and i know you've been dying
every since that bitch ran off
with half of yours
so what do you say we put our hearts together
and make it whole
and we could share it
and things would be perfect
i promise

+pull the trigger

well you're goddamn right; [Sunday, December 11th, 2005]
[ mood | rejected ]

Dear x___,

My lips have been struggling
For so long to say these things
Yet every time I try to
My lungs freeze, and my breath stops.
Perhaps you could help me here
I am looking for a word.
This word is four letters long.
It's the meaning of my life.
Maybe you know what it is?
If you could just please tell me..
I'd love to hear it from you
Than put my life on the line
And not hear you say it back.

+pull the trigger

shoes? fuck shoes! [Sunday, December 11th, 2005]
[ mood | indescribable ]

Him: Will you come skating with me tonight?
Me: I don't know..I haven't gone skating since, like, grade 6.
Him: Well, it's alright..at least if you fall, I'll be there to catch you :)

+pull the trigger

snowangels; [Saturday, December 10th, 2005]
[ mood | in loveee ]

it's like our lives are snowangels..
and no matter how hard we try to make them flawless,
they always end up just less than perfect.

+pull the trigger

[Saturday, December 10th, 2005]
Slut-bag: Hey, where did you get that shirt?
Me: Oh..around.
Slut-bag: [questioning look]
Me: Just, around. You should know, you get there often enough, don't you?
+pull the trigger

like i'll never be the same [Saturday, December 10th, 2005]
[ mood | guilty ]

I am at home, in my bed. I am alone. I am sleeping; almost sleeping. I hear my door opening, just a bit. I am awake now. I can hear it, slowly easing into my bedroom; walking softly across my floor; so quiet I can hear it's claws tap-tapping against the hardwood. It jumps up on my legs, then settles down by my feet. I can hear it breathing, purring. Then nothing at all.
I slowly start to settle down again.
I sigh, as I drift back to sleep.
Scary thing is, I don't even have a cat.

+pull the trigger

when you're standing oh so near, i kinda lose my mind [Sunday, December 4th, 2005]
[ mood | confused ]

i don't even know why i'm here
but i know i wouldn't want to be anywhere else
i see you across the room
between a crowd of people
and i forget everything i was thinking
you see me and walk
no, glide
across the room towards me
as if on cue, the music slows
as you slip your arms around my waist
we hold each for as if for forever
as time stands still in each other's arms
the music speeds up
but it doesn't matter to us
as we stay in each other's embrace
and then we wake, as if from a dream
to realize we're the only ones left in the room
so then we leave each other
and i'd have to say that was the saddest moment in my life

+pull the trigger

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