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02 January 2006 @ 11:46 am
Everything's okay.

And Happy New Year~!

Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: Sunny Day Real Estate- Roses in Water
29 December 2005 @ 01:44 am
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

I'm an idiot.

An idiot who can't sleep.

Current Mood: sadupset
18 December 2005 @ 10:04 pm
I wonder if I should go home for Christmas or something. :/

Home meaning Maiko and Mom and Dad, even though I wish it still meant Eiri.

Who's key I still have.

Who I keep meaning to talk to as soon as this cold or whatever the hell it is goes away.

Ooh, this site is fun. And cute. Hee. ♥

And this game. YAY PIGS.
03 December 2005 @ 11:13 pm

Okay, well, let me lay this out for myself, at least.

Yuki dumped me. He gathered up all of my crap for me and told me it was over. I did next to nothing to stop that.

Hiro says to go to talk to him. Fuck, even Seguchi wants me to talk to him. I want to talk to him too. Well, I want to do more than that, I want to be with him again, and not miss him so much anymore.

Oh, fuck, but I miss him. I miss him and I love him and this drives me crazy.

I will go talk to him. I'm just not ready yet. I know that if I go now, I'll see him and cry like a baby and lose what's probably the last chance I have.

I really just want to forget about him. I can't and if people won't let me forget, then fine. FINE, FINE, FINE.
28 November 2005 @ 10:36 pm
I went out with Hiro the other day only it was really cold out and I think I got sick.

Well, I am sick, forget thinking about it?

But but but.

I heard that if you dye your hair too much that your hair will fall out.

And then you die!

I don't want my hair to fall out!
... I don't want to die either!


Edit: Oh~! I got an AIM screen name. fluffy pink baka
It's Hiro's fault, really. >_>
Current Mood: distresseddistressed
16 November 2005 @ 12:07 am
Hey, guys, I'm alive!

So, recently, I realized that I have a lot of money! And I got an apartment! And a computer! And the internet!

And~! I've realized that I didn't sign with NG to sleep with the president's brother-in-law! I signed to make music! And that's what I'm going to do!


Sorry for making anyone worry. I was just getting my life back in order. ^___^;

I suppose I could make the bitterness a little less evident in my words.

Ooh, I should go to bed if I'm going to work tomorrow. And I wasn't slacking all this time, either, really! I wrote three songs. ^___^V