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Uh Im black after 2:30 at night?
JustXyourXpuppet [2:37 AM]: niggas aint be sayin ur name dai be lookin at me and seein me with so much game
Oh Operaaator x [2:38 AM]: hahahaha
Oh Operaaator x [2:38 AM]: Bitch nigga please you aint got no game them boiz see yo ASS and dey like "PLAIN JANE" whats mai name? nigga I run this game
JustXyourXpuppet [2:40 AM]: what?!? nigga say plain jane hunni u aint get dat i run dis and u anit get this when boiz look at ur azz dai all like oh shit son ghetto ass needs to check herself before she be wreckin herself
JustXyourXpuppet [2:41 AM]: oh shit can you say nigga moment
Oh Operaaator x [2:42 AM]: ^^ WHAT THE hell BITCH DAT AINT EVEN RHYME busta cap?yeHI think its time FOR ME to end this rhyme like I do all time, got yo man at home, hittin me from behind
JustXyourXpuppet [2:44 AM]: mi man from your behinde how can he even find ur azz crack hefier
JustXyourXpuppet [2:44 AM]: daymn
Oh Operaaator x [2:44 AM]: hahahahah
Oh Operaaator x [2:45 AM]: yo listen to this ho, last time she got love IT WAS FROM A DILDO
JustXyourXpuppet [2:45 AM]: i am not disagreeing with dat one
Oh Operaaator x [2:46 AM]: that was cool
JustXyourXpuppet [2:46 AM]: haha black
JustXyourXpuppet [2:46 AM]: i think im living off of bepto bismol
JustXyourXpuppet [2:46 AM]: petol
Oh Operaaator x [2:46 AM]: you start a new rhyme
JustXyourXpuppet [2:46 AM]: whateva
Oh Operaaator x [2:46 AM]: pepto
JustXyourXpuppet [2:48 AM]: daymn straight up i b reppen this town im a black woman single parent just tryin to make a livin my babbi dady anit pay his bills he out sellin daymn pillz
JustXyourXpuppet [2:48 AM]: (wtf Keikei feel asleep sitting up)
Oh Operaaator x [2:49 AM]: hahaha
JustXyourXpuppet [2:49 AM]: (i am waiting on BET to inspire me for a new rhyme)
Oh Operaaator x [2:51 AM]: Bitch ass ho no one cares, dat you shop and dolla general fo yo undawear. It aint my fault he aint pay y0 billz Getcha black azz on da street and walk them HIlzz to the bus nigga yo ass smell like musk.
Oh Operaaator x [2:51 AM]: -ying yang twin noise-
JustXyourXpuppet [2:53 AM]: bitch it aint my fault u b usin a carrot to get chu jimmys you smell like a sushi bar wraped into a trash can i shop at a nice store called babii phat oh wait u wouldnt kno what dat is cuz u be a nasty hefier and there is no u bitch dar is only me
Oh Operaaator x [2:53 AM]: hahahahahaha
Oh Operaaator x [2:54 AM]: "sushi bar wrapped into a trash can"
JustXyourXpuppet [2:54 AM]: haha well it means u be smellin like some stanky ass raw fish
Oh Operaaator x [2:55 AM]: Nigga pleazz I run dis shit, bess shutcho black mouf fo it get it. yeah I shoP aT nice Storez ho JIMMY CHOO Ima walk Dem Heelz all ovah you.
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    accomplished accomplished

(no subject)

morrissey I hate to love you.
but you make me feel good inside, despite the fact your a bushy old bastard.
  • Current Music
    Morrissey;;the more you ignore me the closer I get

(no subject)

My christmas present finally came in the mail.
but, I cant have it til christmas.
I cant sleep so Im scattering about my house with the teapot boiling on the stove.




you should back out now
not a night too soon
I’ll still be here when the last poor soul has left the room
standing round just like a good friend should
smiling as if your songs were good
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    content content

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am the only one who isnt sure what they want after highschool? Or are we all running about in the dark with our pants around our ankles unsure?
one can only hope


the grandparents who never speak to me randomly sent me a gift card for twenty-five dollars at Barnes&Noble and I have no idea what I want.


any suggestions?
  • Current Music
    mary's surgeon

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Honestly, I dont know whats wrong with me.
I'm not sad but feel like at any moment just the right thing could ensure a breakdown.
this season brings out the best and the worst of people. for weeks we build up to the climax of christmas and then when its over we crawl away from it faster than a crackwhore the morning after.
I feel like the kid in elementary school who still hasnt lost their baby teeth and my classmates brag about their lack of teeth and the growth of new ones. every single person seems to be feeling the "christmas spirit" in some way or another, and here I am not feeling this holiday thing.

of course mom severed all ties with her new job along with any hope for a better life about three days ago, but I cant bring myself to exactly be angry with her. She did work hard, really hard but I dont think she was ready for this change of work. mentally or physically. I want her to be happy no matter how much she makes me want to bathe with the toaster oven sometimes.

Im glad Im home now, no more wayne highschool. And Im glad nobody misses me because honestly I dont miss them. Theresa Daniels and Kristen (kunte) Mack have proven to be the only people I really need to be around.

as silly as it sounds I don't feel like a teenager now.
Im no longer part of the every day high school drama, Im not worried if any of them will accept me, I could care less if I were to surround myself with these people.Im not compelled to post 3984398 pictures of myself on xanga or myspace just to see what everyone really thinks of me.

I dont feel like a better person but I feel lighter, I'm enjoying it.
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    tired tired

look Im bored

// series one - you
-- Name: Ben
-- Birth date: Jan 20
-- Birthplace: Germany
-- Current Location: Huber Heights
-- Eye Color: blue
-- Hair Color: dark brown
-- Righty or Lefty: Right
-- Zodiac Sign: aquarius

// series two - describe
-- Your heritage: french romanian
-- The shoes you wore today: roos
-- Your hair: on my head
-- Your weakness?: =X
-- Your fears:a bunch
-- Your perfect pizza:I dont like pizza, biiiiiitch
-- One thing you'd like to achieve:not being a total fuck job and dying alone

// series three - what is
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: oh
-- Your thoughts first waking up: wheres my pants
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite (or same) sex: hand, eyes, smile
-- Your best physical feature: do I have one o_o
-- Your bedtime: 3 something
-- Your greatest accomplishment:uh I got an A+ be proud
-- Your most missed memory:I dont have one

// series five - do you
-- Smoke: No
-- Cuss: yes
-- Sing well: no

-- Take a shower everyday: two
-- Have a crush(es): yep -_-
-- who are they: some people
-- Do you think you've been in love: no
-- Want to go to college: kinda
-- Like school: no
-- Want to get married: meh
-- Type with your fingers keys: um
-- Believe in yourself: maybe
-- Get motion sickness: yes
--
Think you're attractive: hahaha no
-- Think you're a health freak: yes
-- Get along with your parents: sorta
-- Like thunderstorms: sure
-- Play an instrument: no
// series six - in the past month, did/have you
-- Drank alcohol: no
-- Smoke(d): no
-- Done a drug: No
-- Have Sex: no
-- Made Out: no

-- Go on a date: no
-- Go to the mall?: Yes
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no
-- Eaten sushi: no
-- Been on stage: no
-- Been dumped: no
-- Gone skating: no
-- Made homemade cookies: no
-- Been in love: no
-- Gone skinny dipping: no
-- Dyed your hair: yes
-- Stolen anything: no

// series seven - have you ever
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing?: yes
-- If so, was it mixed company: yes
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yeah
-- Been caught "doing something": no
-- Been called a tease: no o_o
-- Gotten beaten up: Nope
-- Shoplifted: yeah.
-- If so, did you get caught: No
-- Changed who you were to fit in: no

// series eight - the future
-- Age you hope to be married: I dont know
-- Numbers and Names of Children: peanut, and faggot
-- Descibe your Dream Wedding: bathroom stall, with morrissey as the priest
-- How do you want to die: what kind of question is that?
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: A better person
-- What country would you most like to visit: germany
// series nine - opposite or same sex
-- Best eye color?: blue or green
-- Best hair color?: dark brown or dark blonde
-- Short or long hair?: depends
-- Best height:about the same
-- Best weight: I dont care
-- Best articles of clothing:socks
-- Best first date location:omfg the sockhop lolz
-- Best first kiss location:the hell if I know thats not gonna happen

// series ten - number of
-- Number of girls I have kissed in my life: uh three kinda ew
-- Number of girls you have made out with: o_o?
-- Number of girlfriends you've had: one and that some girl in the fourth or fifth grade, how mistaken I was.
-- Number of boys I have kissed:next question

-- Number of boyfriends you've had: none, thats my story and Im sticking to it
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: too many
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: oprah, she seems to know whats down

-- Number of CDs that I own: 40
-- Number of piercings: none

-- Number of tattoos: none
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: 0
-- Number of scars on my body: I didnt count
Number of things i regret: nothing
  • Current Mood
    discontent discontent