i don't update much. probably because i'm uncomfortable with the idea of random cunts reading my journal. i never have 'real' updates. probably because i go & delete the entrys seconds after i type them out. & holy fuck!!! this is my journal. i shouldn't have to dwell on whos reading or if i'm going to piss someone off. so um duh; FRIENDS ONLY!!!1 YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO.