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wow

its been a while..
haha i bet no one was expecting a post from me
or even remembers me
i remember how often i used to use this
and how close i was with some of you
and now i doubt anyone remembers me
i dont even talk to jessy anymore
who would have seen that coming?
not me.
i miss a lot of people i used to be close with..

I swear I'll take just one lifetime [05 Dec 2004|09:30pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | "Letters To God" Box Car Racer ]

How come everyone's doing stupid things? lol seriously though, everyone's off getting high, getting drunk, fucking someone they'll never see again, and seriously, whats the point of it all? Yeah, I know life's short and all but seriously, it's like 1 night of fun, you forget about it, and in the end it doesn't matter. cuz you know, brain damage isn't a big deal. *rolls eyes*

ANYWAY. im fuckin tired. i had to go to this stupid radio thing with my sister and then to some store, and now im whoa. so tired.

lol, but im still so excited about pictures tomorrow. yay.



Too bad I've become everything I described as "stupid" (minus getting high)
Had the Michelle 5 years ago met the Michelle typing this..
She'd hate her
I nearly do now.
What have I done with my life?
Why did I let Jessy go?
And all the people I swore I couldn't live without?
I've come so far
And I've changed so much..
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i have so many goals for myself
and so many things i want to do
but im probably the most impatient person you'll ever meet

my spirits are so low right now all because of cory
i feel rather pathetic. :/

motivationnn.
i really need to find some right now

senioritis much?
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    nada
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i usually hate saying this cuz im always afraid it'll somehow jinx something lol
but i love life. :)
amazing friends
spectacular boyfriend
good job
and great classes

=)
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    thankful thankful
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ugh fuck
i wish i could just see him
:[

today was good!

but now i miss him

imagine your heart being thrown into traffic
and a million trucks running over it
thatd be closeeee to how i feel

yick
at least its summa :]
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haha, i HATE waiting for texts
and it seems like everyone in your phone book texts you except for the one person you want to text you
its rather silly!