TUESDAY: Ben!texts then going out for drinks then spending the night with the boy.
WEDNESDAY: Tea and presents with Miss Beecham then drinks then wine at the Ben's house then sleeping with Hannah like we did in Manchester that time. Man, I've missed my girl.
THURSDAY: Morning off work with girl and boyface - fucking awesome. Lunch with the work folk. Brilliant.
FRIDAY: Night in with Ben, lots of wine and Chinese takeaway. We argued BIG-TIME and I was so close to walking out but he apologised profusely and I thought he might cry at one point so we talked lots and made up and it was fine. Lots of cuddles in bed = L♥VE!
SATURDAY: Day in bed. Dinner and dancing. We are like a couple from the 50s. We dressed up and went out for a meal and we talked about the future like it's only around the corner and I was/am so happy. Met up with his mates post-meal and later on in The Buck, he told me he loved me then looked at me like "OMG! What did I say?". We talked about it on the way home and I didn't say it back for about half an hour. The relief on his face was actually tangible - I could've grabbed it as it appeared. Got completely stoned when we got back to his and it totally reacted with the wine so I ended up puking and passing out. How romantical.
TODAY: Er... Merry Christmas?! Why do I not feel festive in the least? Spent the morning with Ben who made me breakfast in bed. I'm going back over there in an hour or so until midnight then home to spend the actual day with the parentals. We're having our Christmas on Boxing Day. He held me so tightly this morning and just said "Love you. Love you. Love you. Love you. Love you. Love you. Love you. Love you." It was so cute.
I feel distant and magical lately. I miss LJ so much but this weekend has been so weird. Hope everyone is well. Hope everyone got their Christmas cards. Hope everyone has a wonderful night and a wonderful day tomorrow.
Love to you all ♥ xxxxxxxxxxxxxx