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I want you to post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything; a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, your opinion about me -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.


When was your happiest thin moment?

I was at my thinnest.

And I went to class one day dressed sporty-glam. Shorts, tee, shades, sunkissed make-up.

And this rather fat girl who was sitting near me,

came up to me after class and walked out with me, gushing, "Oh my god, you're so beautiful... you're so thin, and nice face.. wow... so stylish too.. I like your shoes.."

And she was babbling and talking to me like she was my friend and all and I thought.. you know what.

This is what being thin is about.

It's about never having to work on giving a good first impression.

People already label you as beautiful.

So.. what was your happiest thin moment?

If I were thinner

I will look better in my clothes and.

My loved ones would love me more

More people would want to be my friend

Strangers will be nicer to me

I would be perfect

People would want to be me.

Why do you want to be thin?


Hi.. guys..

It's getting bad and I need something to kickstart everything again. I'm sick of eating and trying to purge. I purged some blood today.

I was wondering if anyone's interested in being my diet buddy. I'm going for >400cals a day.. any kind of food. Think having someone to be accountable to will be good.

Leave a message with your MSN or email address (we could email each other).. I don't have AIM or the other chat clients sorry.

And I seldom login to this account because.. this ED.. has to be very private. I don't want someone to find out, then be ethically bound to help save me. Because I don't want to be saved, I want to be thin.

Here are my stats..

HT: 5'5"
WT: around 128lbs
Goal weight: 100lbs


Friends only

dancing bears
painted wings
things i almost remember
and a song someone sings
once upon a december

someone holds me safe and warm
horses prance thorough a silver storm
figures dancing gracefully
across my memory

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