August 9th, 2006

cass, can you not

*headdesk* *headdesk*

I'm just back from an actually not unfun birthday party for an uncle of ex-GF #3. Of course, "not unfun party" still translates to "too much time without something to do with my head." So I used the time to plot in my head DCU ABC fics 'C' to 'Z' (minus 'Y'), plus a zombie story that might or might not end up also being Kon/Tim (although cracky, I'm afraid), and perhaps a Marceloverse!Slade fic.

I... don't party well, I guess. But doing this kept me from being bored to death, not being bored to death meant that I was actually content, which meant that ex-GF #3 didn't get mad at me for dragging my face around as I usually do in most social events. I know this might not be a healthy coping mechanism with social stresses, long term, and that it would serve me best to actually develop a more tolerant and willing social disposition with less of a need to be constantly amused as per my own particular interests, but I'll take my victories where I can.

That's the good news. The bad news is that I'm having a very RL-intensive week, which means that it's anybody's guess when I'll be able to actually write and post all of these twenty-odd stories. Not that anybody will be specially eager to read them, but walking around with half-finished fic in my head bothers me a lot. Once I hatch them, I want them out.
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