what time is it: 3:04pm
something important on your desk: my Jimi Hendrix box set
when you sleep you wear: t-shirt & pj pants
if you could afford it at the moment, you would buy: a new computer & tons of clothes
something you don't have a lot of: sleep, patience, time
if your house was burning and you could only save three items, they would be: as much clothing as i could possibly get, my cameras, & my computer, duh
if there were no side effects, you would enjoy being addicted to: alcohol & painkillers
a time when you purposely hurt someone emotionally: i don't really know... i'm sure i have
a time you accidentally hurt someone emotionally: i don't know, probably these past few days
one person you have killed in your thoughts: don't want to name them here! :)
three traits you look for in a friend: honesty, trustworthiness, & the ability to just be yourself
who makes you laugh most often: haha i think i probably laugh with Sam & Megan the most
a friend whom you can tell anything: my mom
a friend you can go to for advice? my awesome mom, duh
the best piece of advice you have been given: "chill out" my mom tells me this all the time. it's so simple but it really means a lot. sometimes you just need to chill the hell out.
two closest friends: Megan & Michael
the friend who uses the most of your energy: Megan geez she's always runnin' this fat kid somewhere
your three best qualities: honest, trusworthiness, &... i dunno man
your three worst qualities: i can be really brutally honest sometimes, procrastination, i can be controlling
describe your ideal self: not being so controlling, learning when to shut my mouth, not putting things off til the last minute
a compliment that makes you blush: when people tell me i'm smart, or when they tell me i'm a talented photographer. those are two very important things to me, & i appreciate getting compliments on them.
you are embarrassed when: i don't know, i don't get embarrassed easily
the greatest physical pain you ever endured: holy crap getting freaking E-coli & VIIIOOOLLLLEENNNTTLLYYY throwing my guts up... my god i've never been in so much pain. i couldn't breathe.
the greatest emotional pain you ever endured: losing a friend
moment you are most ashamed of: when i realize i'm being immature... i hate immature people & i don't want people to see me that way.
your best physical feature: eyes, legs... my calf muscles could kick your calf muscles' ass any day.
who or what makes you happy: being at the beach, being surrounded by people i love.
who or what makes you sad: losing people i love, ignorance
emotion you hide most: when my feelings are hurt
emotion you tend to experience most: i'm usually annoyed every single day
emotion you are feeling most lately: optimism, for once... & i've been on the verge of tears a lot lately, but i don't know... i'm not sad or anything, just emotional... geez
you have a huge amount of guilt regarding: saying things i didn't mean when i was angry
when you are angry you need: sleep, or to go somewhere & cry really hard (i rarely cry though)
when you are sentimental you need: to laugh
when you are in love, you need: someone to love me back, duh
one of your most peaceful memories: sitting on the beach at night, listening to music & taking everything in
one of your most tragic memories: the night of october 19, 2003, of course
one of your angriest memories: there are sooo many
a memory that makes you laugh: mine & Megan's trip to Hickory, good times at the beach
a memory that makes you happy: freshman year... the best year EVER
something someone can say or do that you find extremely attractive: i have no idea
something someone can say or do that you find unattractive: when people won't stop talking about themselves
two things appealing about people: intelligent & respectful
a personality trait you find appealing: honesty
your secret passion: break-dancing... pssht i don't know!
what you enjoy most about having a committed relationship: knowing that you have someone there for you, no matter what.
do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend? if yes, who: nah
what do you find sexy about them: shut up, queer bait
a place where you want to have sex: in the bathroom at a Texaco... i don't know, geez
a strange place where you have had sex: i ain't never had none of that sex stuff
what drives you crazy (in a good way) about this person: stooopppp
what music is on when you have sex, or is it the tv: dude shut up
favorite song to have sex to: i'll cut you
describe your mate physically: i'm serious dude, i'll cut you
describe your mate's personality: *cuts*
you feel most attractive when: ehh, i don't know
favorite thing you like to see your mate wear (clothing wise, don't say naked): *cuts again*
what would you like your mate to do more of: *cuts once more*
if you had more time alone you would: read & draw
if you had more patience you would: read, write, draw, make clothes
if you could change one thing about your physical appearance what would it be: i would definitely make my torso shorter.
if you had no committments what would you be doing: sleeping, playing piano
if you could have one super power what would it be: either invisibility or the ability to fly
if you could start all over...: i would do SO many things different... i have so many regrets
Yes I'm sure you all care.
So the place I placed an order for my prom dress said they called the store to actually order the dress, & they didn't have it. Soooo now I have to go shopping all over again for a new dress. Ew thank goodness this is the last year I have to do this. It better be worth it.
I've had so much freaking energy lately, it's insane. It's all catching up to me now... I need nap time.
Things are going really good I suppose. Thursday I should get the results of my urine test thingy, & I'll know for sure what's wrong with me. I'm so glad. My grades have been really decent this semester, I've been happy & optimistic... good stuff, folks. I just wish stupid people would go away. When women are pregnant, there should be a device to detect annoying-ness, then shoot the baby or something.
That's right, I like to shoot babies. Deal with it. KIDDING DUHZ, GEE.
Ugh I suppose since I have nothing to say, I'll go take a nap. Later bitches.
I got my earrings in the mail today. Aren't they adorable?! :)