Jacqui (__jacqui__x3) wrote,

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fuck fuck FUCK!!!!

viewer's with virgin ears... i'm sorry about that. But anyways my brother is this close || to going to military school or boarding school or whatever, and if they can't afford driver's ed. for me then how can they afford to send him there? yeahhh what the fuck? And now my grandmother is flipping out at my mom because my brother isn't at sylvan today when he doesn't go on wed. anyways. WHAT THE FUCKKKK it's $6,000.00 a year to go there and now they want him to go twice a week how the fuck do they expect us to pay for that. we can't even afford to move. If he didn't get sent there for the past like four years I bet by now we would have been able to save up and have ALMOST enough to move. That would make me soooo happy right about now. Or atleast if they could send ME somewhere instead of my brother. My entire family life revolving around my God forsaken brother and it is REALLY pissing me off. All I want is to MAYBE not be a fag and be scared to call Cris. I just want it to be senior year so I can get out of this house. I hate it here so much. No one can ever now, except for maybe Carlo and Shane, how much I hate my family. I hate putting a fake smile on everyday and I hate pretending I'm happy. I hate that I feel like physchiatric help, but my brother's the one who gets it. I don't even understand right now why cutting yourself is so bad. Yeah I understand if you do it enough you end up bleeding

1 Courtney
2 Nicole
3 Dan
4 Carlo
5 Ian
6 Maggie
7 Cris
8 Joshua
9 Arthur
10 Anne
11 John
12 Shane
13 Britni
14 Victoria
15 Denise
16 Stephanie
17 Stephen H.
18 Karen
19 Nguyen
20 Elizabeth

who is 8 going out with? Courtney!
is 9 a boy or a girl? 9 is a boy
would 11 + 2 make a cute couple? Nicole and John.. aww yeahh =]
how about 18 + 4? Hmmm Perhaps
what grade is 17 in? Ninth
when was the last time you talked to 12? Yesterday when I called him during gym
what is 6's favorite band? Couldn't tell yah
does 1 have any siblings? Yes,  Erin and Scotty!
would you ever date 3? Mmm, I would have before..
what about 7? Mmm. yeahhh.. long distance =/
is 16 single? No, she hearts Mark.
what's 15's last name? Loring
what's 5's middle name? Hunter
what's 10's fantasty? Stubob not being Jewish? Wow that kinda seems mean for me to say
would 14 and 19 make a good couple? I sorta think that would be weird
what school does 20 go to? BRAINTREE HIGH!! with me!
random fact about 11? I don't know much about him, but he seems cool, he likes hockey tape
random fact about 1? She hearts Joshua, but that's not very random.
random fact about 3? He's going to Worchester State! CLASS OF '09!
random fact about 2? She used to have braces! XD
ever had a crush on 16? She's my soulmate!
where does 9 live? In Abington
what's 4's favorite color? Blue and white I think
would you make out with 3? Been there done that..
are 5 + 6 best friends? They're dating..
does 7 like 20? 7 doesn't even know 20
does 8 like 19? they don't know each other either..
how did you meet 15? We just randomly started talking at school one day last year lol
does 10 have any pets? I don't think so
is 12 older than you? By 15 or 16 days =/
have you ever hugged 13? yessss
is 17 the sexiest person alive? No comment. aww that's so mean of me =[ lo siento Steve
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