||[15 Nov 2005|06:32pm]
I remember the first time we talked.
Wow, that was the best time ever.
Getting run over by a snowtube ((yep, I'm cool), and him being there for me.
When I was crying.
He carried me up the hill. And stayed with me until I felt better.
I wish he was here for me now.
I miss him. I want to be over him.
Help me get over him.
Right now I'm THRIVING on getting over him.
I thought I was, and I really need to be.
He's not here anymore, he's there.
There are other guys for me.
Even if I deserve better... I feel like I don't.
Everything's going to be different when I see him.