||[09 Oct 2005|07:09pm]
Last night I had a wicked bad breakdown.
Emotional breakdowns suck pretty bad.
It's the hardest and longest ... and first time I've cried in three months.
I hated it. It made me not want to visit Cris. What the heck?
Luckily I have Tyler and Alessia to make me feel better =)
I love them =).
Today I got my arm all scratched up cuz' Amaryllis is being vicious.
So it looks like I tried to cut my arm up a little bit, BUT I DIDN'T.
Just in case you see me and think I did.
Ugh, and I feel soooo fat. I ate like 10 cookies today.
Ughhhhhhhhhhhh I need to stop.
I've gained back almost all my weight I've lost.
because work is so much.. well.. work. and makes us all hungry.
I HATE ITTTTTTT.
I think I'm gunna go for many runs this weekend.
Or maybe after work tomorrow.
Ohhhh yeah, and anyone that prays....
My friend's Aunt and Uncle are missionaries in Guatemala and yesterday their daughter Jennie was kidnapped, getting off the school bus. She's only 15, and the ransom price is 1 million dollars.
Soooo please keep them && her in your prayers :)