||[23 Sep 2005|06:09pm]
I weighed myself earlier. I have lost between 10-13 pounds since the last time I weighed myself, cuz I think then I weighed 167? and now I weigh between 155 and 157. Which means I only have to lose 10-15 pounds to reach my goal.
And apparently people I haven't seen in awhile are noticing. Such as Mrs. Wallace. Yesterday she came up to me and was like "OMG! Are you losing weight!? I can tell. You look sooooo good!"
It made me feel good about myself for once.
But it really hurts when people ask me if I'm anorexic because I'm not. I just don't eat when I'm not hungry. I'm not going to force myself to eat if I don't think I'm hungry. I just wish people would recongnize that. =/.
I got a job. The same place I work now. But they decided to hire me for real this year. It was sooo random but I get paid. But now I can't see Cris. And there are only 11 days left until SoulFest. Which is how I would see him. But noooo since they hired me I won't be doing much on weekdays during the day until August 19th.
I work from 8 til 4, Monday thru Thursday, and 8 til 1 on Friday's.
This also means I can't go see Anne on Monday like I planned. I even took that day off but now they won't let me. They're being like... hardcore on me right now but whatever. It's money, and hopefully I'll be placed in a group I'm wanted in. Plus the others will talk to me now because I'm not a volunteer anymore, I'm an actual worker. Except I won't get to have morning talks with Ashley anymore. I'm gunna miss those. =(