So happy March I suppose.
Today is S.I. Awareness Day, so I am going to tell you a story.
I started to purposly injure myself because my great-grandma died and for some other reasons that will remain unknown. I started around May 15th 2003, yes I remember the date.
I did it because it focused my emotional pain on physical pain and it felt so good to forget about everything.
So then after about a week of S.I. I decided I wanted to die, I felt no need to be on the Earth anymore soooo I overdosed, and it obviously didn't work cuz' I'm still here.
So then in July 2003 things started getting better so I stopped but once again around October/November 2003, things got worst so I started again and about after a month I stopped.
In the beginning of July 2004, I started to get way stressed with Mass. Hosp. School, and worrying about getting close to them, and then coming back next year and not seeing them cuz' something happened to them, and a tree being there in memory, plus some other stuff happened, so I just let it build up.
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