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[22 Feb 2005|11:28am]
[ mood | cold ]

Wow. . .  Now that I really took the time to think about it, I think that Berea could have been so much better for me than it really was. I mean yeah I had fun but still. . . I don't know I just thought it could have been better.

Why do I always push everyone who cares about me away? What the hell is wrong with me? I feel like I can't tell anyone anything anymore and the only few people I could tell anything to could absolutly careless about me now. :-\

Oh I don't care who reads this either. Yes, I used to cut but I haven't in like 3+ months. And yes I still think about doing so but I don't because I can't. I promised three of the most important people in the world to me that I wouldn't. And if you all have a problem with me saying this out loud I don't care. I liked the pain and now I can't feel physical pain as much as I used to, but I can still feel emotional pain, and yes people do cut, and some people will say it and some won't but everyone needs to get used to the fact that people do.
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[22 Feb 2005|03:15pm]
[ mood | sad ]

Stolen from Alessia!Collapse )

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