April 9th, 2005

omg

&now im nailed above you, gushing from my side it's with your sins that you have killed me.

HOW MY LIFE COMPARES TO AUF ACHSE

You see her, you can't touch her
You hear her, you can't hold her
You want her, you can't have her
You want to, but she won't let you
You see her, you can't touch her
You hear her, you can't hold her
You want her, you can't have her
You want to, but she won't let you


She's not so special so look what you've done, boy
She's not so special so look what you've done, boy
She's not so special so look what you've done, boy
She's not so special so look what you've done


Now you wish she'd never come back here again
Oh, never come back here again


You see her, you can't touch her
You hear her, you can't hold her
You want her, you can't have her
You want to, but she won't let you

You see her, you can't touch her
You hear her, you can't hold her
You want her, you can't have her
You want to, but she won't let you


She's not so special so look what you've done, boy
She's not so special so look what you've done, boy
She's not so special so look what you've done, boy
She's not so special so look what you've done


Now I'm nailed above you
Gushing from my side
It's with your sins that you have killed me
Thinking of your sins I die
Thinking how you'd let them touch you
How you'd never realise
That I'm ripped and hang forsaken
Knowing never will I rise
Again


You still see her
Oh, you hear her
You want her
Oh, you want to
You see her
You hear her
You want her
You still want to

RED PART: there's a guy i like. i see him, but i know i can never have him, and it really annoys me.

YELLOW PART: maybe it's just a teenage obsession thing. i know he's not the most special person in the world. there are more important things i should be thinking about, but i can't help thinking of him, which is ridiculous, because i've never wanted to act this way.

GREEN PART: have you ever done something you really regret? you really want to forget it, but you always end up going back to that moment, and you wish it never happened.

BLUE PART: i'm sick of having to deal with everyone elses problems. at one point i was my friend's personal agony aunt. i don't mind helping out my friends, but i hate when all my time is consumed with their problems, and they don't return the favour. at one point i went through a really tough time, and they didn't seem to care. fortunately, fate has been kind to me recently, so it's not that terrible, but it's killing me that i have all these problems weighing down on me, and most of them aren't even mine! i don't have time for mine.

PURPLE PART: ahh my ex. i haven't seen him for a while, but when i do, it's always awkward. it doesn't help when you still kinda like him.

so there you go, my life is officially a Franz Ferdinand song. well the depressing parts. i'm not even depressed right now. i'm just listening to auf achse, and it made me think.

  • Current Music
    Auf Achse - Franz Ferdinand