Life is as much about the pain and sorrow as it is about the happiness and beauty. All these feelings will escape you soon enough. The gold doesn't last, but neither does the shit.

Relish in every emotion. We're only of flesh and blood, before you know it we'll all be dirt. So feel. Live.
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I should feel happy?

The parts of myself that I actively hate are the parts of myself that I savagely love. I leap into things far too soon because I know if I didn't the part of me that doesn't feel ready is never going to feel ready. Who the fuck's actually ready anyways?

I fuck myself over and over again because I know I'll beat everyone else to it. I'm only trying to prove them right. The only thing I've succeeded in this life is self-punishment. I experience cycles of guilt, defiance, and then succumb to morose disillusionment (pity party). These cycles are sometimes speckled with fleeting moments of being over-joyed. Over kill.

The sense of enjoyment is usually accompanied by guilt. For me, anyway.

I feel like shit. I feel pathetic. I feel weird.

Why is it that the only time I acknowledge my feelings are when the feelings are bad?

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Your dating personality profile:

Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.
Adventurous - Just sitting around the house is not something that appeals to you. You love to be out trying new things and really experiencing life.
Sensual - You are not particularly shy when it comes to your sexuality. You know what you like and do not feel inhibited.
Your date match profile:

Intellectual - You seek out intelligence. Idle chit-chat is not what you are after. You prefer your date who can stimulate your mind.
Adventurous - You are looking for someone who is willing to try new things and experience life to its fullest. You need a companion who encourages you to take risks and do exciting things.
Liberal - You need a person who has liberal opinions and beliefs. You are engaged by political discussions and would find a liberal viewpoint refreshing in a date.
Your Top Ten Traits

1. Liberal
2. Adventurous
3. Sensual
4. Intellectual
5. Wealthy/Ambitious
6. Big-Hearted
7. Practical
8. Shy
9. Funny
10. Athletic
Your Top Ten Match Traits

1. Intellectual
2. Adventurous
3. Liberal
4. Big-Hearted
5. Practical
6. Shy
7. Athletic
8. Funny
9. Traditional
10. Wealthy/Ambitious

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