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20 September 2007 @ 09:04 pm
seriously, what's the point of having a livejournal?
it's internet voyeurism at its finest.
but what is it really?
a way for you to "discreetly" talk shit about other people?
some sort of intellectual arena where you hope to impress someone using big words you can't possibly actually use in a face-to-face conversation?
a forum for you to post pictures of yourself in hopes someone will comment & boost the self-esteem that you so obviously are lacking?
somewhere for you to write a laundry list of things you buy, shows you go to, people you've slept with, cool new bands that im sure no one but you has heard of, etc etc?
a way for you to say something really "outrageous" and spark some minute controversy in your microscopic social arena?
an arena for you to bitch & moan & hope someone will sympathize with you?

i'll be the first to admit, i've done all of the above. pretty shameful.
i'm at a point in my life where it really is just pointless.
what matters, what's really important, is not an internet journal.
i've got a pen & paper, & i'll do just fine.

17 September 2007 @ 09:54 am
just had to move my travel books off the coffee table so i could sprawl my books & laptop out and get started on my four papers due this/next week.

oh, the irony.
Current Music: heartless bastards
10 September 2007 @ 09:35 pm
i really miss aaron. still two weeks till he is home from tour. is there an adjective to describe a state of procrastination? we need to find a place to karaoke. britney spears is a royal hot mess. i'm broke. cabin in tennessee for a 4 day weekend in october. i can't help that i love "the hills". cold weather, where you at?!
07 September 2007 @ 11:22 pm
i don't necessarily think not being excited about school makes you an idiot or any less of an intellectual than any other pretentious assholes that go to the fine educational institution that is georgia state. how long have i been in school now? 15+ years? i think it's okay to feel like i need a break. i hate feeling lazy because of it, but between work & school i'm constantly tired and i hate it. i can't afford grad school in another state right now and won't be able to for a while. so, here comes the part of getting a "real" job...

what is the point of this again? not sure of that either.
Current Music: greg laswell
29 August 2007 @ 09:41 pm
school is already pretty overwhelming, & i have a bad case of senioritis. i spend my tuesdays & thursdays learning about the following:

english literature in the 1930's
american realism
early british romanticism
victorian poetry & non-fiction prose

i love my new apartment, & i love living alone.
stoked on dragoncon, stoked on braves vs mets game.
i think i'm going to take next year off before grad school.
if not, i'm going to burn myself out, i can feel it.
22 August 2007 @ 10:17 pm
this might have been my favorite summer ever.

i finished spring semester with 4 A's and a B,
i met an amazing boy & fell crazy in love with him,
i worked a whole lot (maybe not so amazing),
i finished summer school with an A and a B+,
i hung out with above-mentioned boy a whole lot,
i did lots of fun things & took fun trips with him,
i learned a lot about myself, my friends, love, baseball,
i turned 21,
i went to the beach with three people who mean the world to me,
i played a lot of trivia,
i started my final year as an undergrad
and now i'm spending my final night in my near-empty apartment.

so, basically...Collapse )

sorry jeff francouer, brian mccann is my new baby daddy.
Current Mood: bittersweet-ish
Current Music: braves live
15 August 2007 @ 08:30 pm

ultimate badass.
12 August 2007 @ 10:48 pm
myrtle beach ruled. i saw my little brother drunk.
chilling on the beach with a steady supply of mimosas?
i can get used to that.
aaron gets to come back on wednesday up until he flies out for europe.
dear atlanta braves, you're kinda killing me tonight. love, meghan.
crank that soulja boy, bitches.

my loves.Collapse )

what does one put in a tour package?
Current Mood: sleepy
09 August 2007 @ 12:23 am
1 i hate taking aaron to the airport, & i hate bane for going to europe for a month.
2 turning 21 ruled hard. loads of dancing, beer towers, vintage faulkner hardbacks, nick drake discography on vinyl, beastie boys tour shirt from '86, grandmother's pearls, away down south, and more - hell yes.
3 hot weather blows, especially when you have no a/c.
4 moving into a 1 bedroom in decatur in two weeks, yesssssss.
5 didn't school JUST end?

this rules.
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: johnny cash
15 July 2007 @ 12:33 am
the braves game tonight ruled so hard. the two guys who jumped on the field and slid on the tarp before getting tackled by security were the highlight of the hour-long rain delay. francouer won the game in the extra inning. woo! he's my baby daddy.

www.tv-links.co.uk might be the most awesome website to ever exist.

things i am stoked on: 2 month anniversary today, yummy breakfast & shopping tmw, crime in stereo tuesday, turning 21 in less than two weeks, weekend trip to asheville & the biltmore estate in early august

reunited and it feels so good!Collapse )

and holy shit, planet earth is so good.
Current Mood: excellent
Current Music: snl