the early november

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Yeah the august 7th show was cancelled, hah it sucks. but anyways new show!!

September 2?, 2005
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more info later

Invocation of Nehek - pending
Inferis - maybe
This Is Why
A Call To Arms
The Take
This Tragic Path

more info later


So i got an ipod this weekend, and i was shuffling through songs, i have 436 songs, was looking for Nerdy impaticular... and what a fuckin time taker upper that was. It became song 389 of all 436. lol, quite the conenience, and song 436 was: Made to Heal - Our Lady Peace.

WOOT!

Ethan
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the early november

long time, see?

Well im listening to American Football, and boy is it the greatest. It's kind of cooled me down from being all hot and bothered earlier about staying home for just about the first time during vacation, without reason that is. Summer's been somewhat a blast, for those who have no idea, i like, and without holding back my feelings, love, this girl in my grade and i just know that it's not worth my time, especially being for my lack in being able to just walk up to someone without thinking of making myself look like an idiot. My self conscious is and always has been at a low for me, and if only i could just change it i would, and believe me, i would just hope that i get a chance in life that i can just walk up to her, or anyone else and express my deep feelings to them, and not get a laugh, or the basic, "ok???" in return. I havent had a chance to find that some people are actually compasionate enough to return their feelings to someone without having the rude intervention of calling everyone loser. I don't know what im saying really, just hoping it sounds good and how i meant for it to sound. I kinda doubt many people will comment back, let alone read this, but this girl, I find her to be different from any other girl in my grade, whether they shop at amb. &fish, or american eagle, with prada bags, w/e the hell prada is, and just has a nice, sensitive, im not like most girls but can still be fun and excellent and im rambling on just thinking about her. It's hard not know what shes thinking, or what anyone else is thinking, but i will tell everyone, that everytime i think of her, it's like an infinite haze of sunlight and a smell so pure so, erotic and wild that your heart is stunned by the thought. All i can wish and hope though is that for whoever ends up with her, that they treat her in as good a way as they can possible, no matter how much of a bitch she can become, just promise her your trust, truth, and guidance. That's all i can ask for.

well i guess im done with this en-en-en-entry.

later
w/love - Coco
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the early november

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Well i haven't written, like actually fully gone out of the way to write in this shit in a while, but thought to do so since well, i have nothing better to do, other than homework hehe. SO Spring break was alright, but then a couple of turds*cough*gabbyandalex*cough* *COUGH* had to leave to NJ with another turd *cough*colin*cough* and so im left in the dark corners of Syracuse, NY. But only to have been invited for a funTASTIC night of fireworks and hunting wolverines on the indian res. with my pals Evan of the Woods and Ben of the... ummm, hm, other woods?I need to upgrade my bike more than anything. It's still in new condition, just that im not getting a nice vibe from it. It's all black except the sprocket has a sprint of silver lining around it. I'm looking forward to purchasing a pair of Tenderizers(blue) and a Profile 3-pc. I need to cut down my seat bar, i never realized why that was until recently. Also i need to cut down my bars, they're two metal bars sticking out from under my grips and its a bit sketchy.So i've been writing still, not as much as i used to, like 2 songs - 6 songs/poems a day. I guess without having anyone to write about, (since most everything ive written about was someone i had deep feelings for), but i have something other than love to write about. My brother was sworn into the Air Force tuesday, at like 10:30 in the am. Not sworn in like the AF called him to get his ass over to the base, but it was a nice welcoming ceromony, which they have prior to leaving for basic. Pictures will follow this last briefing. I miss my brother dammit.

Ceromony:
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http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v170/k_mother_fc/original030.jpg my brothers the one in the gray 315 Hardcore shirt
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Last Picture with Me, and two brothers:
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v170/k_mother_fc/original024.jpg
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the early november

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JULY 30TH - MY CHEMCIAL ROMANCE and SENSES FAIL w/ .DAYS AWAY. .ROSES ARE RED. and .THIS AFTERNOON. 10$ @ THE FURNACE!!! go you sonz oph bizzatches
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