August 18th, 2004

I miss you so good

I was thinking last night....

I'm the kind of person that meets new people and then has them meet everyone I know. Well my cousin moved here from a town close by a year ago. And no one knew her or what not. So I introduced her to everyone and guess what. She stops talking to me and starts being friends with my friends.

She's not the only one. Lots of my friends have done that to me. And I think the only reason is because they all are sluts and they are only up for things if guys will be there. Then there's me who could care less if guys will be there or not and I'm not into that whole giving random guys head and such. Yup thats got to be it. Hmmm that's sad. Oh well life's not rainbows and butterflys.

"I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we'll never know most of them. But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there."