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[10 Dec 2004|03:52pm]

I think I'm going to post in my public journal from now on. It's too hard to have two journals.


add me if you still would like to be on my friends list.


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The wilted flowers that I gave. Not as nice as your bouquet... [05 Dec 2004|12:36pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Last night brotherbear and I hung out =) We had a hellogoodbye dance party and he hid all the juice boxes from me =( Then we spied on the neighbors to see if their Christmas tree is bigger than his and it is. I told him to get a sharpie so we could color our chucks and I wrote lyrics and drew pretty pictures on his. He wrote "Hi sisterbear" and "I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk" on mine. Then we painted our nails with the black perment marker. haha we're silly. I told him to go on purevolume to find this one band but we ended up finding this other band that is called The Bleeding Vagina's yeah they suck. he likes them though. go listen to them. I made him watch Mean Girls. He laughed like the whole time! I told you all it was a great movie! SUCK ON THAT! Then I went home and he called me because brotherbear loves sisterbear. and he was talking to me about his girlfriend and I just listened because I'm a good listener. I don't like talking about her because that's all he does but I listen anyways because he wants to talk about it and I'm okay with that. I'd do anything for brotherbear. Then Reed called me at like 4 in the morning because he wanted to talk about his girlfriend and some other things. So I just let him go on and on. I think that makes me a good friend right?

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[03 Dec 2004|05:12pm]
I want to have a dance party. and dance and dance and dance and dance. I want a pony for Christmas =) and hellogoodbye in my stocking. that would be awesome! yay for Santa!
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[30 Nov 2004|09:22pm]
hi. my name is lauren. I like ice cream. juice boxes make me happy. kind of like summer. and kissing in the rain. sometimes I like to go swimming. I don't like thunder. It scares me. little creepy crawlers are icky and my mommy has to kill them for me. worms don't have legs. neither do snakes. ew snakes are icky too. I don't like little kids. they cry and poop in their pants. poop smells bad. I like mechanical crayons. I'm going to write a book one day and I'm going to publish it and be famous. then I'm going to sing on mtv just for kicks. I don't like mtv. they play rap. rap's not music rap's crap. haha I rhymed. I like to rhyme. killing animals is bad. so is my brother. I have a job. It's not fun. I like to play in the sand on the beach and make castles. I want to live in a castle one day. I used to have 3 fishes but they all died. I miss them. when I'm bored I cut my hair. I angled it yesterday. pink is a purty color. so is black. I like blue eyeliner. you're mom is ugly. I feel bad for you. my hair looks silly. have a nice day.
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I tried my best [29 Nov 2004|08:56pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

Dear Jamie this envelope will represent my heart.

Hellogoodbye makes me want to dance.

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[28 Nov 2004|11:21pm]
mm people are stupid.
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[26 Nov 2004|10:48pm]
Said with great sarcasm

"I'm so emo my wrists cut themselves."
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I've got some things I'd like to set in pen. [22 Nov 2004|11:38pm]

Saturday night was so much fun! Ashley and I went to the Matchbook Romance, Midtown, Hidden in Plain View and Name Taken concert. I danced my little butt off. This one lady I was standing by knew like all the songs and was dancing and singing her little heart out. She's like "Oh my gosh! Do you guys want to go up on stage?!" So she jumps up there and Ash and I were just kinda like eh...she's like "get your ass up here." so I jump up and her and I start dancing then Ash comes up but she didn't really dance. It was really weird because usually I'm super scared when people are looking at me but I wasn't scared or nervous at all. After the show we went to hang out with Hidden in Plain View. He told me I kick ass because I bought one of his shirts. Then he gave us like a 40 minute speech on downloading music. The crowd wasn't rought at all surprisingly. I only have like 5 brusies. At Senses Fail's show my legs were like black and blue. =)

When you prick me I bleed. And I'm finding it difficult to cover this wound.Collapse )

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[20 Nov 2004|01:18pm]
you know what's really cool. when your friends become friends with your other friends and then they call your bestfriend their bestfriend. I fucking hate you.
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I hope you choke on every word you spoke when you were screaming at me [17 Nov 2004|04:58pm]
[ mood | cold ]

hm I decided that I would like to do something with my journal...any ideas?!

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All I want for Christmas... [14 Nov 2004|03:29pm]
[ mood | happy but tired ]

I don't really want anything for Christmas. Maybe a digital camera and a gas card. I'm not sure.


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November 10th a cold dark night, you could feel that something wasn't right. [10 Nov 2004|03:30pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

And yet another death has swept through Wadsworth High School....

I went to you're grave, dug up your bodyCollapse )

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[05 Nov 2004|04:10pm]
[ mood | blank ]

Should've said something but I've said it enoughCollapse )</div>

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[31 Oct 2004|05:15pm]
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[26 Oct 2004|05:08pm]
[ mood | irritated ]

I hope you eat rotten candy and die!

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[23 Oct 2004|11:42am]
It's great to see that no one reads my posts anymore. Fuck this shit.
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[15 Oct 2004|08:30pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

oh hey guys do me a favor and check out my other journal...laur_06

then comment back here and tell me what you think...I'd like to know what you have to say about Kaylee's response =)


Thanks loves!


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and when it all goes to hell, will you be able to tell me sorry with a straight face [03 Oct 2004|10:38pm]
[ mood | sad as usual ]

My mom's an asshole

so is my best friend

eh I need to go cry now...

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so where did I go wrong? [02 Oct 2004|01:24am]
eh I thought best friends means forever...

don't talk to me.

If I could say what I wanted to say I'd say I wanna blow you AWAY [28 Sep 2004|11:04pm]
eh so I guess dad moved out tonight. who knows he's stupid.
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