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January 17th, 2009 (10:22 pm)

i'm trying out this whole jabber thing

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Hello, Love.

January 2nd, 2006 (01:01 am)

This night's a perfect shade of dark blue, dark blue.
^mmm Jacks Mannequin...I cannot get enough.

Trip to the zoo tomorrow! I'm wicked excited! Very Rocky and Adrienne.

I feel like when I update this thing it's meaningless.
Maybe I don't have as much to talk about anymore.
Maybe I dont want to talk about whats going on in my life in here anymore because I have something better.

I think this entry will be one of the last few.
My New Year resolution:
Don't update this deal...it's tedious and pointless.

I really only use it to reap the benefits of the kh community...which is divine!

Anyway, being home this time has made me realize something...
I don't want to go back to school in a week...at all.
I don't want to go back to school next year or the year after that.
I want to do this year and be done and move on to different things with my life.
It's really time I stop screwing around and decide where I want my life to go.
Good thing I have the next four months to think about it.

I miss the girl that I used to be, but I like the girl that I've become.
I think that what I'm really looking for is a mixture of both of them.
I shouldn't try to stifle who I am and what I feel and believe just because of the structured rule system that I am currently under.

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December 26th, 2005 (02:01 am)

Mmm, good day, good night.

I have really bad posture.

I love putting on new socks!

Christmas last night and today was good. I'm really blessed to have my family. I got to see Taylor. I missed that boy a lot.
Christmas tomorrow will be good too :).

At some point tomorrow before 1:10 I have a date with my dad of watching The Wiz. When he and my mom were separated and I would visit my dad in Michigan we would always watch it. Good times.

I think I'm dying my hair dark brown, or black. We'll see.

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December 24th, 2005 (02:22 am)

It's funny sometimes that even after your life moves on without people because they move away, when you see them again, everything that you've done, and everywhere your life has taken you immediately is dropped and goes back to that point before that person left.

Today, I found myself in a daze for 25 minutes because of this very topic. This daze was followed by a rush of emotions...tears, happiness, excitement, all of which I tried very hard to stifle as I know that nothing is the same, even though things have been brought back to that point.

It was definitely good to see them again though.

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December 23rd, 2005 (12:08 pm)

So much for never seeing him again...
I'm disappointed.

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December 23rd, 2005 (12:47 am)

Sometimes I hate reminscing so much. I don't know why I do.
With that being said, I'd like to go to Webster Park sometime soon and just sit and be there taking it all in. That place used to put me at ease like nobody's business. I miss it.

I'm tired all the time now again. I shouldn't allow myself to get like this. It's that kind of walking around half alive things. I shouldn't always experience half of the world.

I've had Rent stuck in my head for the past 12 days.

Ni called me tonight. I love that girl. I miss her.

I'm feeling one of those girly moments coming on.

The world feels so dark a lot of the time.
I'm struggling.
I can't fall into it again.
I need to stay focused.

A new year is soon. New years equal new beginnings, though I don't see much of anything becoming differently right now. Maybe I'm not being optimistic enough.

Scatterbrained...again...surprisingly not surprising.
I need to draw.

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December 22nd, 2005 (02:38 pm)

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December 19th, 2005 (11:25 pm)

I think that I'm going to rework my entire wardrobe to that of vintage because let's just face it, today's clothing sucks...though its cute it's poorly made and everybody wears it.

Vintage it is.

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December 19th, 2005 (04:39 pm)

Supposedly if you've seen over 70, you have no life. Number the ones you've seen. Put your score in header and repost.

(x) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(x) Grease
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
() Boondock Saints
(x) The Mexican
(x) Fight Club
() Starsky and Hutch
(x) Neverending Story
(x) Blazing Saddles
() Airplane
Section 1: 7/10

(x) The Princess Bride
() Young Frankenstien
(x) AnchorMan: The Legend of Ron Burgandy
(x) Napoleon Dynamite
(x) Saw
() White Noise
(x) White Oleander
(x) Anger Management
(x) 50 First Dates
() Jason X
Section 2: 7/10

(x) Scream
(x) Scream 2
(x) Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
(x) Scary Movie 2
(x) Scary Movie 3
(x) American Pie
(x) American Pie 2
() American Wedding
() Harry Potter
Section 3: 9/10

() Harry Potter 2
() Harry Potter 3
() Harry Potter 4
() Resident Evil I
(x) Resident Evil 2
(x) The Wedding Singer
(x) Little Black Book
(x) The Village
(x) Donnie Darko
(x) Lilo & Stitch
Section 4: 6/10

(x) Finding Nemo
(x) Finding Neverland
() 13 Ghosts
(x) Signs
(x) The Grinch
(x) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(x)White Chicks
(x) Butterfly Effect
() Thirteen Going on 30
(x) I, Robot
Section 5: 8/10

(x) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
() Universal Soldier
(x) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(x) Along Came Polly
(x) Deep Impact
(x) KingPin
(x) Never Been Kissed
(x) Meet The Parents
(x) Meet the Fockers
() Eight Crazy Nights
Section 6: 8/10

(x) A Cinderella Story
() the Terminal
(x) the Lizzie McGuire Movie
(x) Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
(x) Dumb & Dumberer
(x) Final Destination
(x) Final Destination 2
(x) Halloween
(x) The Ring
Section 7: 9/10

() The Ring 2
(x) Harold & Kumar Get the Munchies (H&K go to white castle)
(x) Practical magic
(x) Chicago
() Ghost Ship
(x) From Hell
()Hellboy
(x) Secret Window
(x) I Am Sam
() The Whole Nine Yards
Section 8: 7/10

() The Day After Tomorrow
() Child's Play
() Bride of Chucky
(x) Ten Things I Hate About You
(x) Just Married
(x) Gothika
() Nightmare on Elm Street
(x) Sixteen Candles
() Coach Carter
() Bad Boys
Section 9: 4/10

() Bad Boys 2
() Joy Ride
(x) Se7en
(x) Oceans eleven
(x) Ocean's Twelve
() Identity
() Lone Star
() Bedazzled
() Predator I
()Predator II
Section 10: 3/10

(x) Independence Day
() Cujo
() A Bronx Tale
(x) Darkness Falls
() Christine
(x) ET
(x)Children of the Corn
(x) My Boss' daughter
(x) Maid in manhattan
() Frailty
Section 11: 6/10

() Best Bet
(x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x) She's All That
() Calendar girls
() Sideways
(x) Mars Attacks
() Event Horizon
(x) Ever After
(x) Forrest Gump
() Big Trouble in Little China
Section 12: 5/10

()X-Men
() X-2
() Jeepers Creepers
() Jeepers Creepers 2
(x) Catch Me If You Can
(x) The Others
(x) Freaky Friday
() Reign of Fire
(x) Cruel Intentions
() The Hot Chick
Section 13: 3/10

(x) Swimfan
() Miracle
(x) Old School
(x) The Notebook
() K-Pax
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(x) Walk to Remember
(x) Boogeyman
Section 14: 8/10

(x) Hitch
() The Fifth Element
() Star Wars Episode I The Phantom Menace
() Star Wars Episode II Attack of The Clones
(x) Star Wars Episode III Revenge of The Sith
(x) Star Wars Episode IV A New Hope
(x) Star Wars Episode V The Empire Strikes Back
(x) Star Wars Episode VI Return of The Jedi...
(x) Troop Beverly Hills
() Swimming with Sharks
Section 15: 6/10

(x) Air Force One
() For Richer or Poorer
() Trainspotting
() People Under the Stairs
() Blue Velvet
(x) Sound of Music
(x) Parent Trap (new)
()Parent Trap (old)
() The Burbs
() The Terminator
Section 16: 3/10

(x) Empire Records
(x) SLC Punk
(x) Meet Joe Black
(x) Nightmare Before Christmas
(x) The Silence of the Lambs
(x) Sleepy Hollow
() I Heart Huckabees
() 24 Hour Party People
() Blood In Blood Out
(x) The Virgin Suicides
section17: 7/10

Total: 106/170

wow.

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November 25th, 2005 (04:22 pm)

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