I ment this guy a few weeks ago, his name is Justin Lee Smith. I love him a lot. But then he went to a party, and I'm sure he got drunk, and there are girls there. He says he loves me, and I hope he does, he calls me every night. But, yesterday he didn't call me, he didn't even tell me he was going to a party.. and like everyone was camping... and the girls and guys were staying there... but they were doing stuff, and I know it. Even if he didn't want to, he was drunk.. maybe. I don't know, last night I started crying because I was afraid he was going to do something with another girl, were not *officially* together yet, but he's going to ask me out. Brittany was over last night, and we were watching scary movies. All I could think about was what he was doing, and I still am, and I'm wondering what he did last night. I'm scared. I hope he didn't do anything, and when I ask him, he better not lie to me, he swore he would never lie to me.