steff. (___viewfromhere) wrote,
steff.
___viewfromhere

ah

there are so many fears inside of me.
i feel as if i've been failing lately.
and i don't know quite how to fix it all...
its embarrassing...
and hard to face.

and just confirms that i am that much different from most people...
its so isolating.
i want to feel like i've accomplished something, and i fear that at this rate, i won't.
i did okay first semester...
i'm sure i can do it again?
hopefully...
fuck, i'll be here for awhie...

this year was supposed to be a new leaf.
so when is it actually coming?
next year?
never?
it's all in my control, but sometimes it doesn't feel that way.

maybe i should go to college...my college friends always brag that it's easy...
this isn't very hard.
its just me.
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