z (___varying) wrote,
z
___varying

I need to stop putting off the things I need to do.
ARGH I AM SO INERT IT ISN'T EVEN FUNNY.


Met up with R before I left - first time in a while, haha.
Still that sense of loss, 'what could have been'...
but less now, I think.
I don't know how I should feel about that, tbqh.
As it turned out though, he retains that ability to make me think more deeply about things I take for granted
(why I thought that would change, I have no idea).
Have asked Dad to get me a book on apologetics -
hopefully this marks a turning point in my faith.
I want to be convicted afresh.


BEAST's Beatoy photoshoot is gorgeous.
The clothes, the boys...
how Dongwoon can look so amazing even with hair that awful colour is mind-boggling.
I really hope SHINee/BEAST stick a member on WGM
now that Khuntoria are leaving.
(Personally, I think Hyunseung would be hilarious.
Just saying. xD
Though I wouldn't mind Onew either. :D)

EDIT 2 OCTOBER: APPARENTLY IT IS LEETEUK + ACTRESS WHOM I DO NOT KNOW.
WHYYYY, PD-NIM. >:(
Tags: kpop, kvariety, rl
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