I don't even know what to write in here. I think I need a new journal or something. I need to start out fresh. I think I just need a vacation for awhile and collect myself. I don't know. I've been miserable for a while. I don't know what to do anymore.
On a lighter note, Donny Osmond will be appearing at the Coon Rapids Wal-mart and you should really go.. and take me.
January 12, 2005 2005 - GO BIG OR GO HOME ETID's next full length will no longer be called \"TBA\", but instead be titled \"GUTTER PHENOMENON\", due out summer time-ish. - etid
But everyone goes through these trials of truth and self-abuse When you're selfless you're so hard not to adore When you're selfish, I just love you even more I want to help you, but you've got to say the words: "I want to be cured." man. WHY IS CURSIVE SO AWESOME!?
It doesn't usually phase me that it's a new year, but this time it does. I think back to 2004 and it really was a good year. Everyone probably says this about every year, but I really do mean it. I met so many amazing people. I did so many new things. I expirienced so many different things that really changed me. I am really a different person than I was January 1, 2004. I am so thankful for every single thing that happened this past year and to everyone that played even the smallest part in my life in 2004, I thank you. Thank you so much.