life's been good. I've stayed at mary's house every night since thursday. it rules. I'm such an idiot for letting her go. I hate myself for that.
marylee has been the ONLY person who's ALWAYS been there for me since I was like fucking 7. and I always stupidly chose retarded boys or shitbag friends over her.
but I'm fucking over it. I want somebody in my life who makes me feel like I SHOULD be alive. like, I feel like an actual person around her. I don't have to pretend to be/do/say anything.
I can't even tell you the last time I was that comfortable around somebody. only once.
I'm fucking sweating at the train station. fuck. this. bahahaha.
but whatevah d00d.
oh! I cut my hair [:
its the same length, just rly thinned out. it looks like a pixie :D