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[16 Jul 2009|11:42pm]
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[23 Sep 2007|06:01pm]
School has started, and it started in the worst possible way. Thursday was the first Jackson Views meeting. It was so weird that Julie wasn't there. We had so much planned for the magazine, I just hope that I can put it together just the way she would've wanted it. I just keep thinking about memories with her, and it makes me want to bring them up to her, but I can't. She just had this way with her, that no matter where she was, she would always make the people around her smile and laugh. I remember in 8th grade in Mr. P's I brought in guitar pics for her and I and we flicked them off the side of our desks the whole period and Mr.P kept saying "who is making that noise stop it now!!" we couldn't even look at each other or we would start laughing. I was looking s pictures from the Rutgers Journalism field trip from sophmore year, and they are the funniest pics ever. We went around telling people that our journalism teacher wanted us to take pictures with all different people for a project. I also looked at all the pictures from 7th grade. I still have the health movie we made for Ms. Lange, it was the funniest thing ever. Her mom taped it for us. I also have this slideshow thing her, Amanda and I made for Mills class about friendship. It was pics of all of us through the years. I just want the magazine to be dedicated to Julie Tracy competely. She was such a beautiful and intelligent girl. I feel so happy and lucky to have been such good friends, she was amazing. Julie Tracy, i love you. You're always in my heart. *blows kiss* ---- *licks it*

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buzzbuzzbuzz! [26 Jun 2007|01:23am]
I don't even know where I would rate this summer on a scale of 1 to 10 yet. Jer and I have been hanging out alot which makes me happy because we haven't really hungout in a such a long time. In 7th and 8th grade we'd hangout like every single day. The other day we went through our box we buried in the ground and it had the funniest stuff it. No matter how old we get, we always find ourselves doing the same things when we hangout. Since we were younger we've been inclined with talking about the past and still do. Like all the fun times, nicknames, just about anything. And this year we are definitely working on our summer movie to add on to the one we made in 7th grade. It just has been so much fun reliving everything we used to do when we'd hangout and making new memories.

Yesterday was Ryans graduation party. It was fun I got to meet all of his family, I've already met most his imediate family, but today got to meet 2nd and 3rd cousins. I hungout with his little cousin Brittany and her friend Pauline when Ryan was playing volleyball with his grandpa, dad, uncle, brother and family friend. They are so much fun to talk to. I wish I was 9 years old again. Seriously, like being proud of staying up until 1 in the morning at a sleepover was the best.

Today I did nothing. I just stayed home and read. The book got me thinking though. But not in that kind of way that I am going to act like the character and believe everything that happened in the book is going to happen in my life. I'm not like that.
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= [19 May 2007|08:12pm]
In the past month I...

+ turned 17!
+ passed my drivers test
- did not get a car
+ went to Penn Relays
- had really bad allergies
+++ quit banana republic!!
- heard nothing from fossil
+ went to formal
+ hungout with the cutest boy in the world!

more +'s then -'s that is always gooood.
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[11 Apr 2007|01:10pm]
Monday Ryan and I hungout with each other until I had to go to work. We picked up a Fossil application before I went in. Ironically I was called into the backroom about quitting and how they don't want me to and respect my work. Yesterday was a track meet at the school. Ryan brought me into the field house, I was so afriad to go in because it's usually NO GIRLS ALLOWED because they're changing. I was looking through a yearbook with Ryan then Carly and Anthony came. Soon after Stec and Carlie came too. We went to get the boys water and brought it out on this cart thing. I don't even think they drank it. This time we actually got to have a job as managers, Theobald and Roth gave us the book to write the times and places in. The race was a joke. Toms River South wasn't good. It was so cold though, I can't wait for the warm weather. After the race I went back to Ryan's we ate dinner, then came to my house and watched Happpy Feet! Mumble is so cute.
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I've got friends who.. LA LA LA LIE!!!!! [08 Apr 2007|07:54pm]
I find it ironic how I can talk to people who aren't even my best friends about anything, but I can't talk to my so called "best friends" about a single thing. Maybe it's because they exclude me from everything? I swear, if Ryan wasn't in my life I don't know what I would do. He is seriously the only person that I can tell anything to and he is the only person I trust. He is the only REAL best friend I have ever had in my entire life.

I'm so sick of working at banana republic that I'm putting in my two weeks hopefully very soon. It's the shittest job ever. I have no idea how I stayed there for so long. Chris Hussey and I will hopefully start working at Fossil very soon (that is if we apply soon). Today is Easter, and I had work! Which is the stupidest thing ever. I was going to call out because there was no way I was going to do a 12-5 (with an oncall of course!) today, when my family comes at 2 and leaves at 7. No way. But Jen had me come in for 2 hours to help out. I'm just so so sick of it.

Saturday is my birthday and Monday I get my licsense! At least I have something good to look foward too. AND my mom put HAPPY FEET in my Easter basket I can't want to watch is with my BFF<3
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i'm so.. i'm so.......... [13 Mar 2007|06:00pm]
I'm getting so sick of all this formal shit. It's a table, you only sit at it for dinner, I don't understand why it's such a big deal. Anyway, I found a dress for prom a few weekends ago and hopefully this weekend Mom and I will pick it up. I still need one for formal though. Hopefully everything will just turn out good in the end with all this formal crap. Tomorrow is one month until my birthday! I can't wait to acctually be able to drive, this summer is going to be so good. Except for work, I'm so sick of working at banana republic. Ryan has been visiting colleges this week, I miss him. I'm so lonely in the hallways! Friday we're going to the play with Carly, Anthony, Monroe and Grandma!
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[02 Mar 2007|05:12pm]
The 2/24 Jack's Mannequin show so unbelievable. They played all of EIT, Something Corporate, and Dream, Dream, Dream! It reminded me so much of when I went to the Something Corporate show there, esspecially since Andrew sang Something Corporate songs. And I really could not believe that he played Dream, Dream, Dream. When Ryan and I first started going out he played a CD with Jack's Mannequin music on it because he knew I liked them and that was one of the songs on it. It was amazing being there hearing that song live with him. Overall, it was the best concert I've ever gone too.

School is getting better. I'm actually doing really good junior year and by really good I mean all A's. I'm so lucky because it will look so good for college. I can't wait to go to college, I wish I was graduating this year so I wouldn't have to spend another year in JMHS. It's not that Jackson sucks and I hate it I actually like it, I just know next year is going to be so boring (for me at least). Ryan got a really big scholarship from Rider. I'm so happy for him. I'm looking foward to prom, I found a dress that I really like and my mom made my hair appointment and everything. I'm looking way more foward to prom then to formal. I don't even care if I go to formal or not. I probably will though.

Sunday is Coco Barkley's Birthday! He will be 8 years old (8 x 7=56 in dog years).

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your favorite weapon! [29 Jan 2007|12:58pm]
Well it snowed yesterday. finally. I like the snow, I just don't like being cold. But I do like the snow. Ryan came over yesterday and when he left we had a snowball fight while he was getting in his car. He got hurt running during the day and has this bruise on his leg. I feel so bad for him, I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm not doing enough. I just hate seeing him sad or upset more then anything, more then I hate spiders. Friday, Ryan had a race in Toms River. I'm a manager with Carly. It's fun. The race was really long though, and I was cold and tired. Next time Carly and I are bringing a lot of stuff to do and chairs. Saturday was the SATs I hope I did good. Later on I went to the movies with Ryan, Carly and Anthony. Then we went back to Ryan's house and played Super Scrabble. Tuesday is the new semester. It's going to be hard Exploratory Business, Honors Chemistry, Allegbra 2A and Honors US History 2. I just wish I was graduating. I already know where I want to go and what I want to be. Next year is going to be the worst year. It's just going to be so boring and uneventful for me. Plus, my parents are thinking about moving. It all depends on my dad's business. I don't really care much about that because I'll still go to the same high school and when the move is official i'll be in college. Everything is just changing. I'm just so thankful to have such a wonderful boyfriend like Ryan. He's always here for me and understands everything and makes me the happiest even when I'm upset and being subborn. (Even if he thinks he's not doing anything and not making me happy. He really is.) You really are.
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[18 Jan 2007|08:11pm]
I always forget to update!

A few weeks ago Ryan and I went to see the Chicago Bulls vs the Nets. That's what I got him for Christmas. It was fun, we almost met Kirk Hinrich. And he definately waved to Ryan from the court after he made that 3-pointer. The Bulls are so much better than the Nets. They have a nicer team, a nicer name and nicer players. I loathe Mickey Moore from the Nets. I wanted to rip the dreadlocks out of his head and through condiments at him during the game but refrained from doing so. Also, a few weeks ago Ryan bought scrabble, super scrabble in fact, hopefully soon we'll get together with Carly, Anthony, Joe and Melissa to play. Work has been gay. I'm getting no hours and if I do get hours they're at night. WEEKEND CLOSER 4L. And I never get to work with Katie. We're there alot of the same days and times and never get to work together. Friday Ryan and I went to TGI Fridays with Carly and Anthony. It was alot of fun. They had the funniest stories about this little boy Luke who wants to karake chop up Chris Hussey. After we went to the movies and met up with Monroe, Alex, Kenny, and Ryan aka Ruen. Everyone saw Primeval except me and Ryan because we were to scared so we saw Rocky Balboa instead. It was good for never seeing any of the Rocky movies before.

I really shouldn't be online. I have my Sociology essay for the final tomorrow and I have to study. The semester is almost over. I'm gonna be upset. Sociology was the only class Ryan and I have ever been in and I loved being in it with him. I'm gonna miss seeing him everyday 2nd period the whole period! But at least he is the love of my life and my boyfriend so I can see him every single day, whenever I want! :) Yesterday I went to this awards banquet thing for him. He made a speech and announced to everyone that we're getting married. He was joking though. (or was he?..) I love him so much! He is so perfect and I love every single thing about him. I can't believe we've been going out for over a year. He is really, the best thing that ever happened to me. I don't care how cliche that sounds, it's the truth. I love my boyfriend<3
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"if ketchup was alive his right hand man would be mustard" [08 Dec 2006|07:43pm]
So many good things have happened! And so many good things to look foward too!

Well, for starters, my boyfriend is kind of a big thing. Yup, Jackson Boys Cross Country are ranked #1 in New Jersey out of every single team in New Jersey. They are state champs and Ryan is a celebrity. Also, I am a state champ, the Literary Magazine was ranked #1 in New Jersey for the second consecutive year! Junior year is acctually fun and not hard for me, thankfully. Chuck Calhoun is the best basketball player alive. Whenever Jamie is absent she always misses the really good stuff. I'm not in SAT review with Linehan anymore and Katie and I miss him dearly. On the second to last day of class we got him to say "Montreal" 17 times. He always said the phrase "get shipped off to Montreal" and we got a kick out of it! Work is pretty good, Katie applied! I am soo happy it's going to be so much more fun now. It just gets stressful with all the holiday shoppers being annoying. But overall everything is good. It's almost Christmas, I can't wait! It will be my second Christmas with Rygy<3. Oh yeah! I almost forgot, we're seeing Jack's Mannequin, again! I'm completely thrilled.
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11/23/05 [29 Nov 2006|05:10pm]
Thanksgiving was Ryan and my one year anniversary <3
I love you baby<3
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"fun" ..6 times! [01 Oct 2006|12:13am]
Thursday was the canoe trip and I am happy to say that Jamie and I only saw two spiders, only got frusterated and resorted to profanity earlier in the adventure and did not tip! It was fun, but it wasn't the time of my life. Friday I went to Colts Neck with Ryan's dad to see him run in a race. Jackson came in first place! :) Today we went to the High School and played tennis, which was fun. I like tennis. Then I went to work. I don't mind work at all, I like it alot, everyone there is fun, the music is fun, the customers are not always fun, but overall ...fun! Ana left today :( She's been at our house for four months. It's not going to be the same without her. Now I'm only going to see her on holidays or when the family gets together. I wish she didn't have to go back home.
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[11 Sep 2006|09:41pm]
School is here, it's alright. I like some of my classes like English, Gym & SAT Review. I really hate spanish4 and really want to switch out. It's fun though because Jer is in the class and we laugh at everything. I just don't like the teacher and how she always speaks in spanish as if we should know the language by heart. Okay, whatever. Gym is really fun with Chuck, Jamie, Shelly, Gin, RySte, Fallyn and Randi. We've just been sitting around making bets. If Gin is quite for a week she gets prizes from everyone. Mines gonna be the best prize though. It's soooo goood, it's perfect. But the best part of my day is I get to see Ryan before and after almost every period, opposed to last year when I saw him once. Now I'm happy every period. Oh! and according to Ryan, Chuck and Andrew I have the best locker with the best hangout spot!
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781227! [28 Aug 2006|10:04pm]
I start work last week. It's great everyone there is fun and really nice. Ryan came home from cross country camp (!!!!!) and I've been hanging out with him alot. We went to the beach on Friday and I acctually went in the water like up to my face. Saturday we finished these art project/paintings we've been working on for a while. They came out like masterpieces. Then I went to work at 4:30-9:30 and after Ryan came over again and we put the finishing touches up on Kenny's birthday gift and wrapped it up for him. Today Ryan came over a little before he went to work, then he left and I watched Kyle XY the whole day. It's like my new favorite show, I couldn't stop watching it. I'm so glad they had a marathon because the commericials made me regret that fact that I didn't watch it. So basically I did everything I needed to do today infront of the TV watching them uncover the mystery of Kyle.
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jellyfish [17 Aug 2006|10:44pm]
Today I am $7.00 richer than I was yesterday. I had orientation for work today from 8 - 12 and got payed for it. I get my schedule for work tomorrow and am excited to start. But I am way more excited about the news I heard 12 minutes ago. I thought Ryan was coming home real late Saturday night like 12 so almost Sunday. It turns out I was wrong and he comes home around 3 in the afternoon Saturday. So like a whole afternoon and night with him, life is beautiful. This week really sucked with him gone I realized how boring a life I live. But I won't complain my summer has been really good. I did so much fun stuff that I normally don't do in the summer, like typical fun summer stuff. Like beach, boardwalk, mini-golfing, movies, blowing bubbles, chalk, art projects, carnivals, great adventure, hanging by the pool, shopping... and my personal favorite meeting the mahon I like to refer to as an idol, a hero, an inspiration, a musical AND lyrical genious, Andrew Ross McMahon. So summer was amazing, normally I'd repetively do three of the same things on that list every week, not this summer though. Luckily summers not completely over yet, then again school is not exactly that far away either. My glass is half full.
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This Is A Story [12 Aug 2006|11:54pm]
A week or so after we started going out Ryan filled out this survey on my myspace and one of the questions was...

26. If you could give me anything what would it be? A day with Andrew and a picture with you and him

And that is just what he did because he's the best boyfriend in the entire world and I love him with every part of me. On August 10th Ryan and I went to the Tweeter Center to see Jack's Mannequin. We stood online with a few other people waiting to get in, then as time more people arrived. I was pretty bummed that we didn't make the meet and greet list but there would be no way that I would leave the place without meeting Andrew. I would say a little past 6 we saw Casper and he asked for the people who won the meet and greet.. alot of people waiting there had no idea what was going on and right before he shut the door Ryan got us in there. I couldn't believe it, standing a few feet away from me was Andrew McMahon. I was so nervous when it was finally our time to meet with him I wasn't anymore. He is the nicest guy and is definately 110% all about his fans. I wish more celebrities were like that. Ryan wanted to get the most random thing signed by him so we brought a Pikachu Pokemon card. Andrew thought it was hilarious. So yeah, we own probably the only Pikachu card signed by Andrew McMahon. I brought my Everything In Transit cd for him to sign. I didn't know what to get signed since I already have two posters and a picture of him so I figured that would be best. He took pictures with us and he loved the picture of "McMahon Ave" we gave him. He coudln't believe that there was actually a street called it. After the meet and greet we went back outside and then in no time we were in the venue. We got food, then went to find out seats which were pretty good. When 7:30 rolled around the whole place wasn't even filled up because alot of the OAR fans were tailgaiting. So we moved up really close and then he opened with "I'm Ready". It was just amazing seeing him on stage I have been waiting for this since for so many years now.. and with all my bad luck with Something Corporate shows this was just amazing. He played "I'm Ready", "Bruised", "Holiday From Real", "Dark Blue", "The Mixed Tape", "Kill The Messenger", "Into The Airwaves", "American Girl" and "MFEO". On my camera Ryan filmed American Girl, it came out really good. When Andrew played "MFEO" I just realized how lucky I am, I was standing there with Ryan holding him. There is not a single person in the world that could've made that moment more perfect for me. Ryan just means everything to me, I love him so much. I don't care what people think about being young and in love he is the one for me I am the one for him. Maybe we were made, we were made for each other. We are made for each other. I always analyze lyrics and find ways for them to fit my situation. In every song on Everything In Transit there is something that reminds me of Ryan. Last summer all that I had was Andrew and Jack's Mannequin and Something Corporate. That was my life. I was listening to concert recordings of Jack's Mannequin and analyzing the lyrics back then until August 22nd. (My CD came a day early because I preordered it.) And now with a whole CD that reminds me of him I was standing with Ryan, my boyfriend of almost 9 months at a Jack's Mannequin concert... listening and watching this lyrical and musicial genious just perform and serenade us with his music. It was beautiful. Although I would've loved to see Andrew back in May of 2005 in Montclair, I am somewhat glad that my first time seeing him was with boy who the whole album reminds me of. <3.

After the show, we went out to where the tour buses were. We stood with other JM fans while waiting for Andrew to come out. We met alot of nice people there. Bobby and Jon were the firsts to come out. Ryan and I took pictures with them and had them sign our tickets. Then later on Andrew came out again, he remembered us from before, talking about "McMahon Ave". He also signed our tickets and took a funny faced picture with us. He is just such a genuinely nice person. There is no questioning to why he is admired, adored, loved, idolized, by so many people from all over the world. Without his music in my life I honestly don't think I would be the same.
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from an empty room on the first floor... [07 Aug 2006|09:32pm]
So many good things happened this week. I finished my six hours so now I have my permit. The only thing that sucks is I take my drivers test on April 16, because my birthday is on a Saturday, so since they're closed I have to wait until Monday. Friday Ryan and I went to the Freehold Mall for a little then drove back to Jackson and went to the outlets because I had a job interview with Banana Republic. I got the job, I just need to get working papers. Then we went back to my house and watched DOUG because we own all the episodes on DVD. Then went out to the other side of Jackson to the hardware shop and the $1 store. Then came back to my home again and waiting for my parents and Ana to get home. Then we all went out to eat for my daddy's bday.

I can't wait, Thursday is my Jack's Mannequin show. I'm so excited. Like I've seriously been waiting forever or atleast since May 26, 2005. That's the show I was supposed to go to but it got canceled because Andrew had laryngitis. I'm just so happy that he's healthy and better now.

This summer really has been so good, because of Ryan. I'm gonna die when he's away at track/x-country camp, I'll probably do nothing. Maybe I'll have work? maybeeeee.
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[28 Jul 2006|12:32am]
Lately things have been good, a few weeks ago I went to a carnival with Ryan and got picked for a magic act (because of him), we played on a playground another day, and just hungout and had fun by the pool the other days. My little cousins have been coming over alot, they're cute. I've been having sleepovers with Amanda, she's five. Monday, Tuesday and yesterday I hungout with Ryan, of course we had fun. Then later on I went to the movies with Melissa. We saw You, Me and Dupree we liked it, it was a good movie and plus it had Kate Hudson in it and she's the best. Today Jer and I went to Coldstone with the one and only Chuck Calhoun. Then we went to the mall and listened to Scottish music in FYE. On our way home there was bad rainstorm and Chuck's windsheild wiper broke, so we had to pull off to a bank and there were a whole bunch of motorcyclers and Chuck tried fixing the windshield. He's quite the handyman, then the rain was getting better so we just drove home with half a windshield wiper. Then Jer and I went back to her house and hungout til I had to leave.
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my life is brilliant [10 Jul 2006|07:06pm]
This weekend was smashing. Saturday Ryan came over and we went swimming. My little cousin Justin was over too. I brought Coco in the pool and he went for a good work out swim, he needs to lose weight. I think I'm the only person with a pomeranian who is over 10lbs. Later Ryan and I played basketball until he had to go to work. Today he came over in the morning just to say hi, then he went for a run. Later we went to the outlets. Then came back to my house and played catch, haha. We got hot, came inside and played Something Corporate while relaxing on the couch together. I loveeeeee him so much♥.

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