hmm, haven't updated with actual text in a while.
not much going on.
school is boring.
dude like what the fuck?
ok, so i'm on the phone with box and i here shit ebing thrown at my window and i look and it's julio, and then he points and i see steven, then form behind a tree sean steps out, tapping his white creepered foot. steven yelled that sean was sorry and that he loved me, and i was like...uh...oh...ok i love him too? when i wanted to say "i'm the one who should be sorry" and eh I've been thinking of things I could of said but I guess, I guess it doesn't matter because he didn't mean what Steven said. But ha, he accepted me in an lj community, shocking. I heard him tell the most horrible sotry today, I am not even going to type it out. But I fucking hate dylan with a passion, and if I ever see him I'm going to spit on him. if he still works at subway i want to track him down and say a lie saying something like, "he spit in my food!" or just complain so he'd get in trouble. fuck i hate him hate him hate him. It just...fuck I don't know. Anyways, today was extremely bring. just like eh.
I kept thinking of stuff. <.< >.> i went to an Angel game with chantel last night. we just looked around for cute boys. guys kept trying to hook up with me or something. they kept telling me they were in a hardcore band and i was like, i would care why?
i wrote albert a note, and i guess sean kept trying to read it. don't worry, it had like, barely anything to do with you. i mentioned you like, once, maybe twice, just in passing.
I had a HORRIBLE nightmare last night. I had a dream that Sean killed himself, omfg I woke up crying. It was horrible horrible cause in my head I thought he did. Then I was like, no, no, he didn't. And then I was ok. Hmm, I'm talking to much about that Goon.
Mm, listening to Type O Negative. I haven't listened to them since the summer.
Eep, I think I'm hanging out with Chris on Friday :]
I want to ______________ him.
I looked like such a hag today.