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(no subject) [Oct. 19th, 2005|08:49 pm]
so come to realize.
i dont even like myself that much.
how can anyone else like you if you dont even like yourself?
im not sure.
im done with people thinking they are more "mature" or "better" than me.
because fuck you its not even funny how immature you actually are. I cant wait until next year. I cant wait for the looks on everyones faceeee.

ohhh its just so...so akward?
i dont know what it is.
fuck me.
i pretty much suck at life.
and because im wrong and im the one whos fault this all is. and what not.
i shoudl probably go to sunset since its been discussed.
and then everyone would be alot happier.

so. as for the moment that is the plan.

i hope its worth it for everyone else.
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i dont know [Aug. 31st, 2005|07:43 pm]
Theres alot of things about me people dont know. and there are alot of things about me i dont like. Characteristics of a personality i dont know and emotions im afraid to show. I tend to let little things go but after awhile They come back and bite me in the ass and ill snap. As a matter of fact i dont feel good about myself. And i dont remember the last time i did. People think im someone im not and it bugs me. But i guess you are who you are. And the only people who really know you are the people you let know you. I tend not to let people know me because it scares me. A lot of things scare me. Most people think im a bitch or im mean. And you know what, its not that. Its that i tell people what i think. I know im a bitch but i guess what girl isnt.

Even writing this down scares me.

Most of the time with me its mission failed.

and the sad things is the scarest thing of all. I dont know. 3 words with such a big meaning behind them. i dont know. i dont know what to think about everything right now. And if i do think about the last time i actually tried to produce some kind of opinion on everything, i cant remember. I go through most days with out thinking to deep on my life situation. And that obviously cant be good.
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(no subject) [Jan. 12th, 2005|04:39 pm]
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friends only biatch. [Jul. 26th, 2004|12:04 am]
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