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today me and samantha had quite thee adventure. first, we went to her g'mas. bad accident. then we went to the mall. no bourbon and no olgas. then we went to the i love garde. no money. then we went to the police station. no one there to talk to. then we went to the gym. no jacuzzi. then we went to the wrestling match. again, no money. then we went to heather's. no boy. im just now realzing how shitty of a day it was.thennn i go to do my homework. no book. just peachy. lol the only thing that went right was tanning. and that's not that hard to do right. lol. i found out im a genius. i took an IQ test. 122 baby. yeaaaaa.

and to add to my day, my work had a fire. which means no work. which means no money. which means no camera. JOY. =]


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wow, i haven't done this in forever. lets see. my past weekends have sucked major asshole. i was either gone or there just was nothing to do. sweet. me and sam hung out yesterday (of course) we went to the mall and tanning and then met up with some cute boys at tb. then we were all pimped out to go to a party.. that didn't end up happening. we sat in every parking lot in chesterfield with a bunch of people till like 1. we drove around and found a place to crash. the snow was sweet.. we only spun out 3 times. no joke. it was fun though. woke up at like some ungodly time and drove to a new spot to sleep cause people like to shovel their driveways. i had a cute time. now i have to work. how fun.

ill have some pics once i get sam to send them to me.
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1. i hate the color red
2. i drive a truck, it's pretty pathetic.
3. for some reason, im incredibly mean to my mom.
4. amy bartkiewicz is my best friend. no one else even compares. SORRY.
5. i sometimes make the wrong decisions, but its okay..i laugh later.
6. i really hate hypocritical people.
7. i have 2 jobs, yet i have no money.
8. i want my nose pierced.
9. im scared of dying. && spiders.
10. i like quotes.
11. i like to "hook-up" when im drunk. what can i say.
12. im gonna be insanely rich when i grow up. deal with it.
13. i hate when people are immature. well, just the ones that TRULY are. we all have our moments.
14. i think school is really hard this year.
15. friday im taking the day off school to go to somerset and go shopping.
16. i always think about the ,"what if's". it gets me down.
17. i like to laugh so hard that my stomach hurts and i cant breath.
18. i love the morning after a fun night, and just laughing at everything that happened.
19. i like to break the law. && no, i dont think im a badass.
20. i eat out everyday of my life and i LOVE IT. =]

I TAG.... amy. haha.

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so this is how i've been lately,

...i pretty much hate life...

i pretty much have no voice. so you know.. that makes life that much easier.

my calves KILL from those charlie-horses sunday morning. i wanna shoot myself.

i have no money, because my job (and my family..) pretty much sucks.

i pretty much need a new job if i want any money whatso ever.

my english class is tearing me a new asshole and i swear my teacher is determined to make me fail.

i want a new car. because i said so.

im sorry if i fucked you over. i promise i learned my lesson.

i want to be in a good mood and pretty much be in love with life again. i want to find a reason to get out of bed in the morning.

i wish i could HONESTLY be the girl who smiles even when she's sad, but lets face it, i'm not going to lie,

.... i can't do that.

TWICE. that's fucking awesome. pretty much.

wanna know what the best thing in my life right now?

.... MY FRIENDS. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH.<333

they're cool. and they're there for me.

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i wish the world was flat so i could just jump off of it. lol.

things just seem shitty. maybe they just seem that way or maybe they really are, who am i to decide that though?

i just need one thing to make me feel better. one thing to go right. not two, just one.

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PS... this isnt a "starving for sympathy" entry... this is me venting. so suck it up.

leave one i suppose.

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well... went to amy's last night. wont be doing much of that anymore.
it was fun though.
i hate school.... it's too early. summer barely STARTED. wtf.

wellllll im happy and in a good mood, and i LOVE IT.
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yeah, I DONT CARE.
but that doesnt make it any easier.

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went to wills sat. night.
had an amazing time =]
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i miss manda and amy

with all my heart <3 !!!!!!!!

its been like.. a week since i've seen them. omg. im having withdrawls.

i love and miss you girls.......!!!!!!

as soon as i get home we are hanging out!!!!!!!!!

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hmm lets see.... wellll summer has been by far a great one. the other night after work i went to aims. just a few people were over. had some good times. then i had to work again on sunday. yesterday my mom had the day off so we went shopping and what not. it was a good day till jon found out he had to go to work and flipped out. not good. he will find any excuse not to go to work, and of course he didnt go today. hes a fucking lazy ass loser and i hope he dies. i have never hated anyone until i met him.alsdkjfoaejifoejfowaefj ok well that was the main point of my entry. bye.

i<3mandalucas and me and her are leaving friday to go up north.
saaaaaaaaweeeeeeeet.

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well up north was alot of fun. me stef aim and manda all went up friday morning. we all just layed around and what not and then went to the show. we saw war of the worlds. it was so good omg two hotties.. ugh. fuck me. then the next day we all went out on the boat to pontoon alley... that was a ton of fun. we got payed to play volleyball and had some good times. passout before the boat ride home. im deff going to home depot to get some supplies for a beer bong : ) haha. next day we did the same thing, but i dont think we stayed as long and then we ended up coming home early that night because it was pointless to leave in the morning. i went to aims and stayed the night and then the next night. yesterday me and aim went to micheals and got some stuff. she made mick a present and i got a thing for a collage but i need good pics. then we came to my house, made the stuff, went to nicks, came back here, and went to bed. aim just left for work and now im here bored. i believe im going to amandas later because well i love her and we're a match made in heaven. <33333333 welll im out.. leave some comments because none of you ever do.

friday, last day of school. it really didn't feel like it though. went to amanda's for her party. it was fun, everyone was there.. it was good to see some people i hadn't seen in a while. at about... 12:30 or so me and aimdawg went back to her house. took some pics :). got a call from maressie. ohh kababes. then we crashed. woke up ate, went to target and then went home. i had to work, it was gay and slow. got out early, was dead tired just came home and went to bed. today i just layed out side and did some running with my mom. nothing too exciting. leave some comments or call me up if you wanna hang out during the week. and if you go to my photojournal, there's pics. welll im out.

leave some good ones.

my new picture journal...

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yeah so this weekend was deff a good one. i havent had that much going on in a while. well friday ash invited me and manda to go to the show, so we did.the weather was soo horrible, and one of my biggest fears is storms; so yeahm that went over real well between the 3 of us. me and amanda got bored with the movie so we went out and talked to shane and will. then we went to wendys and aimdog wanted us to come over, but ash didnt wanna :(, so aim and britt picked me and manda up and we went back to her house. had a lil' shin-dig. there were some good moments. then sat me and manda went back to her house and took a well needed nap. got up, talked to a cutie and went and hung out with him for a while. we were on our way to James'  at like 11, but amy called and said it was cancelled, so we went back to Amanda's and went to bed. Woke up, chilled, and then I went home. had a lazy day and then you know....

well here some pictures from the weekend.
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whad up pimps and playas. not much has been going on lately, same ol same ol. this weekend i hung out with amy. ahh i love her. it was a good time. we hung out with steph and sam and nick. had some funny times when evan got suspicious. lmao. welll after everyone left me and aim hung out and then went to bed. we had to get up early for aim to go to work. I did her hair.. it looked SOOO cute. i was jealous, i wish i had enough energy to get up in the morning and do my hair. i came home and then went to this memorial thing for my aunts husband who'd just died. i cant describe how many deaths my family has gone through in the past like month and a half. no joke, prolly like... 5 or 6. its bad. well then after that we went back to my aunt's house and went home. mother's day we just lounged around outside cause it was soooo freakin' nice out. omg i love it : ) i think i wanna go to the baseball game today, but im not sure if i wanna bug my parents for a ride. welll i guess i shall go. i suppose i can find some pics to pur in here that way maybe you guys will leave some comments for once, eh?

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