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[17 Jun 2008|02:39pm]
[ mood | nervous ]

my baby is going to the vet and UNDER THE KNIFE tomorrow. theyre cutting out her ovaries and such. im so scared! i hope shell be okay! i wish i could stay overnight with her. i havent slept without her in my bed since i got her! i dont know what to dooooooooo!

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=O [18 May 2008|01:04pm]
[ mood | blah ]

im still alive.

im going to nursing school and im still with ben in this crappy apartment and a one year old puppy named brodie who is my wittle baby.

so.. sup?

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happy birthday eve to me! [24 Mar 2007|02:09pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

say hello to the owner of a brand new 1991 red ford tempo with red interior. complete with rosary and feathers hanging from the rearview mirror and a sticker of a cartoon puerto rican boy holdng a flag on the side of it. my dad and i won it at an abandoned car auction for $300!!! i finally have a car again. annndddddddd it has a cd player.. i dont know if it works though.

bday tomorrow! wooooo! were partying tonight in MY apartment, that i am like 1/4 moved into. yeyeyeyey.

im waiting for chelsea and jes to come pick me up so we can go out to dinner. to old country buffet. i picked. lol.

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i never post anymore. [20 Mar 2007|06:19pm]
[ mood | excited ]

18th bday in 5 days. woooo.

im moving in with ben. hes fixing up an apartment, it might be ready by this weekend. were gonna prolly be super poor, but who cares.

birthday plans so far: jug of wine, chelsea, jes, ben, tattoo, nose piercing, vodka, BUCK RUBS. i want a lap dance from the one armed stripper, or at least the midget one. its gonna pwn.

actually im going for my tattoo next wednesday with tara (my aunt)... were gonna get something together, cause were badass like that. and chels and jes are paying for my nose piercing so this shit isnt gonna cost me anything.

jes has a new bf, i just wanted to let everyone know that he wears the same size pants as me, but girlier and they have sequins on them. who would think my best friend would have such horrible taste in men. at least i know hell never beat her. i could prolly beat him up. haha.

we have an extra bedroom in the apartment.. were putting a stripper pole in it and some lights and calling it the boom boom room.


[04 Mar 2007|11:42am]
[ mood | numb ]

i can officially leave and get my nose pierced in 21 days. ben and i may be moving in to one of the apartments behind his house. woo. were gona have a random drawer in the kitchen filled with midget porn. and patio furniture in the kitchen. because i want to.


[26 Feb 2007|08:37pm]
pizza hut opens march 6th!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im pumped.
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cults. [13 Feb 2007|06:55pm]
[ mood | scared ]

OMG. i think my cousin is joining a cult. he shaved a head and his parents just found out he booked a flight to wisconsin for some "religious seminar". this is very weird. hes always been a little off.

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>. [13 Feb 2007|02:18pm]
[ mood | full ]

only 40 days and im free! woooooooooooo.

we got outa school early. its snowizzling. =]

tomorrow is valentimes! im essited. i dont know why really. but i am. i want to make a million heart shaped cookies.

pizza hut opens feb. 27th, so ill be raking in the madd pizza cash. i got my second check from hem yesterday.. it was 16 dollars. lol. my next one should be semi big though. i hope.

ALSO: i cut my bangs. :O

im also a straight up gangsta. from compton.


[25 Jan 2007|07:55pm]
[ mood | blah ]

i got caught skippin school to go to planned parenthood with my friend so she could get tested for stds. haha. i dont know what kinda trouble im in yet.

only 2 months (EXACTLY) till i can move out of this place. woooooooo.

ben and i are fantastic. i love him. hes fuckin adorable and treats me so well. im pretty happy right now besides the fact that im prolly grounded and wont see him.

pizza hut pwns. its super easy. i cant wait to get my fuckin apron. im pumped. ill post pics of it fo sho.

aight thats it for now.. ill update again when i gt the apron.


so.. [19 Jan 2007|05:26pm]
about my car being totaled....

yeah. i hate my life.
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djfajdf [11 Jan 2007|06:31pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

good thing ben, jes, and chelsea are fucking amazing or id prolly fuckin shoot myself in the vag right now.

i owe my dad $442 for my insurance, $50 for some random car repairs from BEFORE i crashed, then im getting a $100+ fine in the mail in a couple of days, then i have to pay for the telephone i took out, and the ambulance, and the $250 towing fee, and an extra $105 to get my car out of the garage they towed it too. Not to mention the cost of either repairing my piece of shit death trap or a car or buying a new one. good thing i have too jobs at the moment and probably wont have a life for the next 8 years because i owe like 8 million dollars to everyone and their mom.

ben gets his liscence back sometime next week though. he said he never wants me to drive again. he doesnt want me to die. him and jes agreed to be my permanent taxis because they cant live without me. haha.

i start pizza hut saturday 10-3.. im training at the one in west lawn. im gonna make pizzas!!! then i go straight from there to haags until 8. then the same thing the next day, and then party at gay joeys sunday night cause theres no school monday.

i hate my life. but i love my nigz.

'specially the little guy in the backround. hes sucha frickin sweet heart im so glad im with him. HE KNOWS HOW TO MAKE BEEF AND CHEDDARS HOME MADE. <3

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my life is shit. [11 Jan 2007|08:40am]
i got in an accident two nights ago. i hit a telephone pole and a guard rail and totaled my car. im aight.

i work at pizza hut now.
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btw, merry lucifermas. [25 Dec 2006|03:40pm]
oh yeah..

merry xmas.
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ouchiez. [25 Dec 2006|03:38pm]
my cig burn itched, so i scratched it, then it started pussing.

my christmas eve eve. [24 Dec 2006|06:48pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

last night was a fucked up night.

ben, jes, kenny and i went to joshes to see his new house in reading. he lives there with a bunch of crazy people. they were all pretty cool at first until his cunt ass bitch of a gf came.

apparantly she hates me and i "tourmented" her all of her senior year, blah blah blah.. (i never talked to her but whatev shes an emo dyke.) and she told ben not to bring me over... but i came anyway and when she came home she was all pissed and started throwing glass bottles all over the place and yelling. she called me fat... that was kinda funny.. then she told ben to make me sleep out on the porch, but he was allowed to stay.

ben got all pissed and was like "wtf. no." then he told her hima nd i were sleeping in jes's car and he got blankets and we just went down the hall into this empty room, that happened to be the "tattoo room". every thing was fine until she realized i was still in the house and she started searching all the rooms for me. she finally found the right room and just opened the door and was like "gte this skank out of my house." and i was like.. =D. and kept making out with ben.. then she called me something like a slut or whore or some shit so i flipped her off and continued making out..

then the bitch burned my back with a lit cigarette.

i was all calm at first and i was just like.. "yo.. how about you dont do that again." then josh made her leave the room i think and i got all my shit together and i was like "i cant believe she burned me."

then ben went NUTS. he was like "WTF she burned you?" and he was all mad and he picked up some dirty tattoo needles and water and threw them at her. and every one was YELLING. and i was drunkkkk.

then we stole their orange soda and bounced outa there. this shit better not get infected. i hope that cunt got the hep.


[14 Dec 2006|06:42pm]
[ mood | drained ]

some people are fucking idiots.

i cant believe i was actually upset and cried because i missed him and i thought i might have made the wrong choice. i dont miss him. i never want to see him again. i wish i had never met him. i cant believe after all weve been through he just refers to me as a "stupid whore". hes the one who begged for ME back and im the one who feels like shit. whatever, im not going to dwell on it. before i had hope that maybe sometime in the future we could be friends again, but forget it. its not worth it. ill be fine without him.

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PS - [07 Dec 2006|12:21am]
since jon deleted me from his friends list, it wont matter much if i post these.

we are cute. lol.

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boys. [07 Dec 2006|12:12am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

hmmf. so the whole jon thing didnt blow over too smoothly. il probably never talk to him again, and thatactually bothers me a lot. i do have feelings for him, i LOVE him. i just wasnt IN LOVE with him anymore, as corny as it sounds. and im sorry i had to hurt him so badly.

he saw pictures of ben and i kissing and im sorry he had to see them. i know if i saw pictures of him kising other girls i would probably be really upset. not that i want to get back with him but when your with someone that long, it hurts to think about them doing things with other people that they only used to do with you.

so ive been hanging out with ben a lot lately. hes REALLY nice. he has an awesome personality and i really love being around him. were not officially dating or anything yet, mainly cause im scared. i just got out of a really long relationship and im not sure if i want to just jump back into one right away. i dont want to be with him just for the sake of not wanting to be alone. but i think i actually like him. hes pretty much the sweetest guy i ever met and i cant ever see him doing anything to hurt me. he is also super nice to my friends and actually likes them, and im already friends with his friends. i know hed never make me choose between them and him. he told me hed actually be mad at me if i ditched them for him. i MIGHT give this a shot. but if he breaks my heart jes and chelsea will break his body. =].

other than that i havent been able to drive my car at all because i havent been put on my dads insurance yet casue hes a lazy bastard. hah. were going tomorrow so maybe ill be able to actually drive places finally. woo.

this entry is pretty fuckin long.

ive had my period for 9 days and its fuckin pissing me off. it better go away soon. i hate bloody vaginas.


[03 Dec 2006|01:14am]
[ mood | excited ]

last night was badass.. me, jes and ben went down to down-town harrisburg and chilled with brandon and his stuttering cousin wyatt who thinks im hot. it was gangsta. then jes dropped me off at kennys and i chilled with him and ben til two and i went home. fun times.

tonight im goin to a party at gay joeys. im pumped. pictures to come, hopefully. ill try not to get too drunk though.. i gotta work tomorrow and working hungover is shitty.

i got some wine. mm..

aw. michael michael motorcycle got his drivers liscence today. im so proud of him. it only took him one try!!


yabyum! [30 Nov 2006|11:26pm]
[ mood | giddy ]

so i havent talked to jon since the whole 911 thing. but its cool cause i have the most kick ass friends ever.

there are sexy pictures in here! wooo000oo00!Collapse )

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