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Date:2006-08-11 16:58
Subject:are you my babysitter?

hey guys -
it's another round of "gaff at the freehouse" saturday night awesomeness --
no cover, good music, and lots of dancing at diva's too.
i can't take part in the fun without a babysitter, of course, so rescue me!!! even moms need to go dancing sometimes...scratch that, ESPECIALLY moms need to go dancing sometimes!
or here.
let me know.
love you forever.

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Date:2006-07-28 20:00


Mike is playing at the Freehouse and I'd really love to be able to go -- if you can babysit Micah from about nine until around two, i'd probably love you forever.


or just holler on LJ. you know the drill.


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Date:2006-05-20 04:06
Subject:"Hide And Seek"

Where are we? What the hell is going on?
The dust has only just begun to form,
Crop circles in the carpet, sinking, feeling.
Spin me round again and rub my eyes.
This can't be happening.
When busy streets a mess with people
would stop to hold their heads heavy.

Hide and seek.
Trains and sewing machines.
All those years they were here first.

Oily marks appear on walls
Where pleasure moments hung before.
The takeover, the sweeping insensitivity of this
still life.

Hide and seek.
Trains and sewing machines. (Oh, you won't catch me around here)
Blood and tears,
They were here first.

Mmm, what you say?
Mm, that you only meant well? Well, of course you did.
Mmm, what you say?
Mm, that it's all for the best? Ah of course it is.
Mmm, what you say?
Mm, that it's just what we need? And you decided this.
Mmm what you say?
What did she say?

Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth.
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs.
Speak no feeling, no I dont believe you.
You don't care a bit. You don't care a bit.

Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth.
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs.
Speak no feeling, no I don't believe you.
You don't care a bit. You don't care a bit.

You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.

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Date:2005-10-29 19:57
Subject:ever think you don't want to be who you are?

lay my head back down and pretend i've gone to sleep
i'll get tired much later, for now, i'm tired of me
let my hair back down so i can hardly see
make my bed and i'll wear the crown, are you happy?

throw your hands up now, clean and blameless is how you'll stay
don't hold your breath, i'm sick of it all always being your way
speak the words out loud, tell me, do they sound okay?
go on, keep telling yourself that i never cared anyway


ps - last night was lovely, i got to see sarah and r-po, and RYAN DRABBLE!

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Date:2005-10-24 13:24

heather is coming to town!!

life has been really great as of late. i honestly couldn't imagine things being any better.

[i'm sorry you're feeling sorry.]

"and i'll find out that you're angry and you're sorry you ever met me."

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Date:2005-10-15 21:07
Subject:over and over and over again. it's over, my friend.

"because you held me with those famous tangerine hands. because everyone i love is a thief. because we were born in unbelieving, both you & i."

october 12. significant day.
we broke up.
i'm okay. are you okay?

cruelty makes its holes but on the shoreline
time will hold its promise, we will always be a light
you can see it
tattered fingers
linger on the warm and foolish
hardened faces
we'll lose the battle
we will always be a light
you can see it
oceans won't freeze
so loosen your heart
we will always be a light . you can see


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Date:2005-10-10 19:49

ever notice that "rockabye baby" is sort of morbid?

"rockabye baby
in the treetop
when the wind blows
the cradle will rock
when the bough breaks
the cradle will fall
and down will come baby
cradle and all"


p.s. i added some lyrics. feel free to use them if you ever sing the song to a loved one.

"mama will be
right on the ground
to catch the baby
when he's fallen down"


yeah huh.

p.s. i had the best thanksgiving, i hope you did too!

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Date:2005-10-03 12:20

it's nice to finally feel as though everything is okay.

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Date:2005-09-30 09:16
Mood: excited

i'm baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack.

#407 - 2318 Arlington. Come visit, and bring love!

*we don't have a phone number yet, but we will soon!

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Date:2005-09-30 09:13

Wha ha ha ha! No one can stop me and my precious hurricane!"

"Mr. President. I'm afraid that Rita is more powerful than we thought."

"o rly? How so?"

"It appears she has powered herself up to a catagory five and is proceeding to take over the lower region of the united states."

"Ha ha ha ha! Soon the Unites States shall belong to me!"


"Mr President?..."

"Send in the Power Rangers"

*Power Rangers Theme*

"Good luck, Rangers"

"What?! The Power Rangers?!"

Red Ranger: "Alright guys! Let's stop this witch!"

Rest: "Right!"

"You won't beat me and my hurricane!"



"Use your Dragonzord!!"

"I likes Dragonzord."


"Oh noes!"

"Mr. President I believe we are winning!"

"I can't watch!!!"

"Ha Ha, Dragonzord is no match for my Category 5 Hurricane!"

"I believe in you, Power Rangers."

"R-ROARZ! Dragonzord can't take anymore!"

"Shall we evacuate the Gulf Coast Mr. President?"

"No. No. Wait until the Power Rangers unleash their weapons of mass destruction."

"But sir, wouldn't that still cost us thousands of lives?"

"Boy I'll tell ya that pink one, aint she a cutey?"

"Ready to give up the United states to me?!?"


"Well, are you?"







Cheney: "No."


"Only I can sentence the citizens of Texas to death."

"Send all available troops to the Gulf Coast immediately to assist the Power Rangers."

"Sir, everyone's fighting Iraq right now."

"Boy I'll tell ya that pink one, aint she a cutey?"

Red Ranger: "Crap, we're all doomed"

"Sergent, lik, what's the status?"

Sergent: "Seems like the hurricane is approaching. The Power Rangers deployed their Megazord by the coast, sir."

"Oh Snapz! Megaz0rz Go!!!"

"Sir, is the Megazord enuff?"

"You underes...under-est...und...undesti...condemn teh Power Ranj0rz? You sir are stripped of your rank!"

Red Ranger: "Alright guys. Let's tame this hurricane!"

"Not so fast, Rangers! Goldar! Go and protect my hurricane!"

"I like gooooooooooooold."


"May god save America...!"

Bush: "g2g brb"

All: "The president is LEAVING?"

"George Bush doesn't care about Black Rangers!"

"hmm...guess it's up to me."

"Hecko, Cali?"

Later that day...

All in Megazord: "Who the heck?!"

"yaa, zee whit housse cawled mee. Look like yoo Powaa Rawingaz neeed help."

"Hasta La Vista, Rita!"

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Date:2005-09-28 14:29
Subject:of lice and (wo)men
Mood: distressed

today is a very trying day. i can't seem to get anything done. my sisters have lice, my mom and i are cleaning like mad (i don't have it, thankfully. i treated myself today, whew.) and i can't pack or wash anything until my mom is done with the washing machine and dryer. DID I MENTION I AM SUPPOSED TO BE MOVING TOMORROW? sheesh.
i am almost thinking my dad was on the right track when he shaved his head. eff.

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Date:2005-09-28 12:20


'nuff said.

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Date:2005-09-24 16:00
Subject:let's all jump on the bandwagon!

Take the quiz: "Which Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle are You?"

Master Splinter
You're wise beyond your years, and you're normally very, VERY calm in even the darkest of problems. You spend much time thinking over problems, trying to help others around you, and enjoying time alone and with family. Though you are a skilled warrior, at either power or mind, you prefer peace, harmony, and silence. Others look to you for help and words of wisdom, and often take your advise eagerly and with little question.

*are they saying i'm a rat?*

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Date:2005-09-24 09:08

******************happy birthday to me.

twenty feels weird, but to be fair, i haven't really given it an opportunity to feel okay. i haven't even been twenty for an hour yet.

i really really miss you, and i'm so glad i will see you today. it really wouldn't have been my birthday without you.

your friendly neighbourhood pizza-wearer.

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Date:2005-09-19 11:55

things are lovely.
and things are complicated.

i just want to live my life with you without any outside interference.

but then i realize he can only interfere if i let him, and really, if i have to, i can live with it.

but can you live with it? can you live with me living with it?

i'm glad you learned to play banquet, now learn staying fat. :)

six days until i'm two decades. no more "teen" business for me. it doesn't feel like it's going to be my birthday. but then, when i move, i will be so happy it will be like my birthday every day.


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Date:2005-09-14 17:33
Mood:happy and mad

i am going to freak out. i really really am. she really drives me crazy (no, farmgirl, "not you" - you know who i mean). i can't wait to move!!!

one year. wow. i knew there was a reason i couldn't stop staring at your car.

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Date:2005-09-12 19:16

I was wondering if you could bring my capo back tonight...I want to play that song for Steph.


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Date:2005-09-12 13:54
Mood: melancholy

today is somewhat stressful.
i'm trying to not let it get to me.
i'm trying to not let it get to you.

steph is having a tough time finding a job - i remember those days, saskatoon's job market can be a cold hard bitch at the best of times. any ideas or leads? anyone?

i know i've got monkey arms but they just don't seem to be long enough today to hold you close enough to me so you don't


where i know you're going.

maybe you've already gone.
i hope you feel better soon.


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Date:2005-09-11 14:21
Subject:what the fuck??!
Mood: crushed

From: the Gaff

Date: Sep 10, 2005 9:00 PM
Subject: RE: RE: RE: Micah's due on the 5th.

Well, either way, the 4th it was! I thought I'd give you a month to have your space and the acquaintance of Micah before contacting you again. I felt inspired to give you the opportunity to apologize, if you don't feel like you have anything to apologize for, then I'll leave that between you and God, but I've been 'instructed' not to wait any longer. Anytime one would seek to prolong disharmony and seperation surely Christ is not whom you are seeking counsel from. Disharmony and Seperation have their own Master, but it's easy to get confused when following their apparent logic, which seems to be the correct path from the viewpoint of the lower self. I am hoping you will search your personal depths before responding to this, but please don't take too long.
I understand you are only acting based upon what you believe is best. However, this path will only end up in more pain, for all parties, so I'll take the reigns now.
My first course of action is to come to you in a spirit of peace and friendship again, and hope and have faith that you have what it takes to work things out personally again. I have your address, and would like to begin sending you child support. I got a package of all the rules and regulations from Custody, Access, How to persue things legally if necessary, Federal Child Support guidelines, and all other relevant material from a government worker in Regina.
I told you from day one that I'd be Micah's father. I was also told clearly to Be Micah's father, As I was told you'd be his mother and that you'd make this choice no matter how things appeared. So all is as it should be. I've been guided to contact you now. If you can't grant this request and begin to work towards a positive relationship, then that is fine too. I will go the other route of finding a lawyer to represent me. I personally hope this doesn't have to happen for many reasons (please don't take this in a threatening way, it is definately not meant to be that way) .
I think from here on, it would be best to talk on the phone about what's next. I can call you, or you can call me, just let me know your preferance please. If it's neither, than I'll honour that also, and do what I gotta do in the name of love, as it speaks to me personally. Also, if this is the road we have to travel, it will take awhile to get things rolling on my end, and I will still send you child support in cheque format, whether or not we can be friends, and whether or not you let me see my son at this point. I told you I'd never leave you hanging whatever path you follow, or whatever attitude you harbour, and I mean it.
I know all is well, and I really miss you (yes, still only as a friend) and of course you must know that you are in my prayers and blessings everyday. Of course, I talk to You and Micah everyday from the higher self where all is one anyways, and the only seperation between us all is physical, but I'm just supposed to get the ball rolling here on earth, where all of the pain and confusion is.
So, here we go again, in the name of Love and Harmony, Christ and Light, let's work towards making this world a better place, because we can make a difference over all the pain with God's help, and our own commitment to each other and Life. Mike


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Date:2005-09-11 14:07
Subject:fussy baby

what, the subject didn't say enough??

i'm totally hiding. i wasn't going to but he is scary. and i don't mean micah.

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