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Lady Gaga 1
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- france is pretty, but salamanca is still my favorite city in the world
- life is confusing. love is confusing.
- i dont feel like listing anything else

i'm really moody lately and i've been acting really weird. i don't know if it's because im around my family and feel i can complain and still be loved or what... but i've also been really homesick. i'm trying so hard to talk to my brother and parents and have fun, and i keep telling myself not to take anything for granted, but i've just been feeling so off. i've been gone since june 30th, and thats the longest i've ever been away from my home, my friends, and my family up until this past week. like we were at dinner the other night and i couldnt figure out what to order and everything was so french and expensive and i didnt understand what anything meant so i started crying. and i was like WTF self??? WHAT ARE YOU DOING??? but not like sobbing, just silent tears like pouring down my face that i couldn't stop. and my parents were so worried and concerned and my dad was like "it's okay, it doesn't matter, if you get something you dont want to eat, i'll eat it!" and i laughed and all was better. so then i ordered and apparently ordered wrong... so i ended up with like a fish on a plate, head and all and i was like WTF IS THIS FRANCE. don't worry, i took photos with it.

i miss spain and being able to speak/practice spanish. i feel so ignorant here because i don't speak french. the only words i know are "merci" and "bonjour" and "au revoir". i keep catching myself about to say "gracias" and "lo siento" at random times. oh spain, i miss you. but not madrid. madrid was kind of big and scary and my dad almost got pick pocketed on the subway. one day i'd like to live in a big city for a least a year or two, but right now i'd like to stick to something a little smaller. like salamanca. oh salamanca, i miss youuuuu!

we went to the louvre today! but i hated it because it was SOOO CROWDED and my feet hurt and my neck/shoulders hurt from carrying my bags through the airport and so i was not in the mood to walk around. but darryl and i posed with some sarcophagus's so that was cool. and we went to church and some cafe where i ordered white hot chocolate with cookies in it but ended up with coffee with brownies in it? and i hate coffee but i was like whatever so i drank it and it wasnt bad. thats the second time on this trip that i ordered something that wasn't supposed to have coffee in it and received coffee. oh well, i want to learn to like coffee so i guess europe's a good place to start :p

i really want to see the new batman movie.

i bought a scarf today! yayy.

i can see the Eiffel tower from my hotel room (if i stick my head out the window :p)

i miss my friends, especially those that i havent seen in a really really long time. once i get back im going to try really hard to get back in contact with those that i havent seen in forever.

andddddddddddddddddd that's about it.

goodnight, loves ♥


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I know everything is alright by this one sentence; "so i ended up with like a fish on a plate, head and all and i was like WTF IS THIS FRANCE. don't worry, i took photos with it."

haha you know me too well... clearly that sentence means all is well in my life :]

Hi! I know I hardly ever comment on your entries, but I thought I would. I can relate to the "fish on a plate, head and all" thing. In Italy I was at this dinner where they were forcing all of these different foods onto our plate, and they stuck a fish onto my plate that literally was just a fish with the head still on. If I didn't eat the food they gave me, the waitresses got these sad looks on their faces, so I felt really bad. So, I ended up eating the fish, and it wasn't horrible. It was still weird though, and I'm sorry that France isn't treating you so well. It's really cool that you get to visit France with your family though B).

But anyway, you should definitely see the new Batman movie. It was good.

And also, what were you in Spain for? Were you studying abroad?

haha yayyy i love comments! :) and sorry i havent been commenting on your lj too much, i've just been soo busy :(

oh gosh. i felt so bad for the waiters too, so i ate mine and it wasnt that bad, as well. yayy for terrible fish experiences that turned out okay! haha

I can't wait to see it when i get back!! i've heard sooo many good things about it.

and i was in spain studying abroad for the entire month of july :) it was AMAZING. i'm so glad i did it. i took two classes and went abroad with about 80 kids my age, and it was so amazing to meet so many new people and just be in europe :D yay!

that sounds like a lot of fun! (the studying abroad part). I'm glad you had such a good time :D

Okay another reason why I love you - after you mentioned the fish head on the plate the first thing I thought of was "she better have taken a picture"...and sure enough :0)

Well, all in all, I'm so glad you have had the great experience there.
One day at a time!

I hope to see you soon <3

haha yesss i'll be sure to post it ASAP.

<3 <3 <3 i hope to see you soon too :)

Aww Krissy. Everyone else is right, I knew you couldn't be too too bad if you took a picture with the fish.

And it's so weird when you feel like something wrong but you don't know what and you just start crying. =(

We'll be back at Bryant before you know it and all will be well. I heard I'll see you on the 15th for Discover Bryant. I'm excited. =)

haha yess! :( i hate when that happens. one time when i was like 10 i was watching hey arnold and i just started crying my eyes out. so weird how random emotions can be.

and of course i'll be there! :) yayyy ♥ i can't wait to see you, too!

sounds like fun! I probably wouldn't have ordered anything anymore after that. XD that's creep the hell outta me.

Can't wait to see you when I come home <33 :D

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