.I Think I'm only pretty when I try. .When I try, I usually don't halfway through the day. .When I do my hair, makeup and everything else, it's not to impress someone, it's to make me feel better about me. .I hate having a best friend that hates another best friend. .I feel like Katie doesn't need me in Westland anymore, She has Tiffany:o(. .Sometimes Molly lies about retarded things, and it pisses me off. (hahaha) .I've done pot once, and I hope to never do it again. .I've smoked more then once. .I've smoked with Rachael and Nicole. .The last time I smoked was in November, and I don't plan on doing it ever again. .I never told anyone this because I was scared of loosing someone like Jacqui or Ali, but in this situation, I'm hoping they can look past that part and look at the part of where I don't want to do it again. .I'm scared for people like Donna, & Rachael. .I was sad when I was best friends with Donna. .I never liked Nicole Storyan, but I feel bad for her about Donna & Rachael. .I'm doing this because I want to do this for me, not for you. .I try to make people laugh on purpose, because I feel like I fit in when I do. .My blonde moments are not on purpose, or to make anyone laugh, they're totally and completely real. .Before I dated Kyle & Max, my last boyfriend was at the beggining of 7th grade. .I'm picky about who I date. .I can't believe, still, to this day, that I ever thought about giving myself to Kyle. .When I smile, it's usually to try and show people I'm not sad, when deep-down, my entire world is crashing down. .I hate having 2 friends fight, because I always seem to have to calm one of them down. .I'm going to stop doing this because I've run out of things to put, if I think of more I'll make a Part II.