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Don’t hang up
Can we talk
So confused
It’s like I'm lost
What went wrong
What made you go
Don’t pretend you don’t know
This is me
I'm unchangeable

When did we
Fall apart
Or did you lie
From the start
When you said
It's only you
I was blind
Such a fool
Thinking we
We're unbreakable

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
was it something that I did
Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful

I've been told
Whats done is done
To let it go
And carry on
And deep inside
I know that’s true
I'm stuck in time
I'm stuck on you
We were still untouchable

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful

Wake up, wake up, wake up
Cuz I'm only dreaming
Get out, get out, get out, get out
Get out of my head now

Because we’re much better
All together
Can’t let go

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful

Make me unbeatiful

(no subject)

tell me tell me what makes you think that you are invincible
i can see it in your eyes that your so sure
please don’t tell me that i'm the only one that’s vulnerable
impossible.





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(no subject)

if it's by sea, i don't wanna know
if we all don't take cover,
we're all gonna to fall back in love again

bless your beautiful eyes
and curse your God when your friends die.




today is my birthday.
and there is rain.

(no subject)

i never knew what losing someone really meant until wednesday.
i've experienced plenty of "dramatic" break-ups, and "tragic" fights with friends
there is nothing so extreme as this.

i took her presence for granted
i think the reason i was never good at showing her my love compared to the way i showed nana was because grandma was always there
i used to see her 3 days a week, and nana i only saw on holidays
i wish i had known my grandma so much better, despite that i've always been with her

i know its so cliche but i miss her so much
my shoulders, throat, and lungs are all so sore from constantly hysterically crying

she is just such a wonderful person, and she was so strong. it's not fair that she passed after all the wonderful recovery she made
the burial was unreal. i sit in that house and cannot adjust to the fact that she won't be there any more
i hate that i can't see her again, i hate that she wasn't in a hospital nearby so i could have visited her
i regret not going to florida to visit at least once
i regret that i hardly worried about her when she got her surgery.. i feel guilty and i feel like if i had cared more and thought more maybe she would still be here


may you peacefully rest 6 feet under and in our hearts forever
i love you so much grandma
until we meet again



i'm just so tired
wont you sing me to sleep
and fly through my dreams
so i can hitch a ride with you tonight
and get away from this place
have a new name and face
i just aint the same without you in my life

late night drives, all alone in my car
i can't help but start
singing lines from all our favorite songs
and melodies in the air
singin life just aint fair
sometimes i still just can't believe you're gone

and im sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven,
maybe we'll make it through one more year
down here

feel your fire,
when its cold in my heart
and things sorta start
remindin' me of my last night with you
i only need one more day
just one more chance to say
i wish that i had gone up with you too
and i'm sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven
maybe we'll make it through one more year
down here

you wont be comin' back
and i didn't get to say goodbye (goodbye)
i really wish i got to say goodbye
and im sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven
maybe we'll make it through one more year
i hope that all is well in heaven
cause it's all shot to hell down here
i hope that i find you in heaven
cause i'm so...
lost without you down here
you wont be coming back
and i didn't get to say goodbye (goodbye)
i really wish i got to say gooooodbye
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