||[Dec. 6th, 2005|09:18 pm]
So it has been a while since I updated. There hasn't been much going on lately. Just hanging out as usual. A lot with Dana still. It's a little different now that she's dating my brother but it's cool. We hung out today for a little while and then she went out with Todd and now they are upstairs.
Anyway, a few things have changed since last time I updated. Of course my dad is back from Mississippi, my cat died, and my granny died.
Sometimes I wish my dad would have stayed away a little longer but it makes me feel bad when I think like that.
I miss my cat but I didn't cry at all. It was wierd. I feel like I can't cry anymore.
I didn't even cry today when I found out my granny died. Now of course I am upset but I didn't cry at all. I feel heartless. But I guess after so many people have died all in one year it kind of numbs you.
I think my mom hates me. I don't blame her if she does. I'm so mean and I can't help it.
I want to loose weight.
I guess we'll see how that goes.
Eh it's been a long day. Maybe I will update again when I'm in a better mood.