November 13th, 2008


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Had to take a WF for freakin jazz styles...hope this doesn't mess me up for grad school in a few years. Why? Why does my brain thwart my desire to do well? Why am I not a 4.0 student? I could be! I hate this...hate hate hate hate it!

A teacher i really like and respect now probably thinks I'm a giant screwball.

Fail fail fail...Please God, don't let this screw me up eternally for grad schools...Can Ijust do this few years over again? Please?
I'm smarter than this...I'm better than this...