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Our real lives come from chaos; from going to the places that look wrong and stupid and foolish.
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sinking like stones [Sat, Aug 20th 2005 @ 11:41pm]


new lj.
i really started to hate this username.
&my entries.
i'm not going to make a million entries in this one.
it's going to say real things.
i like being real, fuck fake bullshit.

i've already added people who i like reading their entries. you can add me if you're not on the list, i probably just didn't add you because you never update. &you can not add me if you're already on the list, whatever.

bend it.

you're pulling the trigger, pulling the trigger. [Mon, Aug 15th 2005 @ 7:04am]
[ mood | amused ]

Mattie made me cry last night.
Well, not really.
Well, okay.
He was being really harsh about something and then I thought he was like super pissed at me so I cried like a baby.
I don't want him to ever be so much as mad at me.

The only other time I actually cried when someone was mad at me, was when Callie was mad at me.
If you know how much Callie means to me, you know the signifigance of this.

I still can't really believe he's my boyfriend.
I still catch myself freaking out about it every once in a while.
I still catch myself staring at him,&keep staring anyway.
I still catch him catch me staring at him. I know he thinks I'm creepy.
But, it's more of an 'i looooovvve youuuu' stare than a creepy one.

5broke it.|bend it.

[Tue, Aug 9th 2005 @ 11:53pm]

mattie: we gonna get married by conan
heathar: oh hell yes. and then we can go to dr. phil with our marriage problems.
mattie: haha mos def baby ill grow a mustache just for when we go to Dr. phil
mattie: and then after thats settles and we have 2 kids we're gonna go on jerry springer and your dad will inform you that he has been sleeping with me.
heathar: ahahahaha. and then we can go on maury to figure out who's the father of our children. you, or...or...fucking bob saget.

♥ x 10.
4broke it.|bend it.

i should have given you a reason to stay.. [Tue, Aug 2nd 2005 @ 9:38pm]
[ mood | amused ]

I drove around with Rachel tonight.
We went to Wal*Mart.
And we acted really stupid.
She was so hyper it was so embarrassing/funny.
She threw this big ass ball at me.
It hit me in the head.
I bought a box of 120 crayons.
a pack of 20 markers.
A My Pretty Pony coloring book.
A Clifford coloring book.
A Curious George coloring book.
The new AAR cd (ILOVEIT)

NEWS RADIO 1st&2nd season on dvd!!!!!!!!!!
hell fucking yes.
i'm so excited.

We went to Hollywood.
And, it was funny.
She turned the volume down on my radio and it beeped.
and I was like "gaw rachel what did you do?"
and she was like "uhhh...i don't know."
and we just started laughing.
then she did it again and yeah.

I forgot, she made me listen to "a year from now" by A5A.
It was very very hard to not cry.
Then she made me listen to more A5A.
which reminded me of very happy times.
Very hard to not cry.
And I was successful, for once.
My eyes hurt now.
&they're bloodshot.

4broke it.|bend it.

[Tue, Jun 28th 2005 @ 4:45pm]
[ mood | amused ]

i finally found my camera chord, and here are my pictures from my trip.
yes, there are a lot.
yes, they are big.
yes, it will take forever.
yes, some of them suck [espcially the lighting] but i didn't feel like changing them at all.
yes, i would like comments please.
there is also a picture of my new hair.
Read more...Collapse )

6broke it.|bend it.

[Mon, Jun 27th 2005 @ 11:50pm]
1. Reply with your name&I will write something random about you.
2. I will then tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I will pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I will say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I will tell you my first memory of you.
6. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll then ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. Put this in your journal&share the splendor.
34broke it.|bend it.

[Mon, Apr 4th 2005 @ 5:11pm]
new s/n. add it. talk to me.
define the vague
bend it.

[Thu, Mar 24th 2005 @ 5:04pm]
bend it.

[Tue, Jan 18th 2005 @ 8:54pm]
i love this car commercial that says "hardcore just got harder...core..."
it makes me laugh hard.

boston decided to help me with my homework since i had a bunch of it tonight.

all together now: AWWWWWWWWWWW.
9broke it.|bend it.

[Sat, Jan 8th 2005 @ 12:33pm]
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friends only.
5broke it.|bend it.

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