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[15 Aug 2009|11:50am]

Posting through the iPhone crazy

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[15 Aug 2009|11:50am]

Posting through the iPhone crazy

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&& gave it to their love♥

[10 Sep 2007|04:40pm]
I'm pretty content with life right now.
I see Bri and Joe like every day and they are seriously and absolutely my best friends.
I would die without them.
And of course Rob always comes along, which is really nice. Steven hated going anywhere with me and my friends. Rob comes and even drives himself. =).
This weekend was amazing as always.
Oh and I realised I saw Rob every day last week except for like....uh never mind i saw him every day. 
But yeah, Friday after school Mike came over and we watched requiem for a dream and Joe and Bri came over, we got sushi, watched a movie, had a huge bonfire since none of us felt like going to the game. Rob came over, we all played some UNO! It felt really nice having like my best friends and my boy around.
Everyone stayed till 12:30? Ish. 
Saturday I went to breakfast with Joe, Bri, and Mike =). Rob didn't come because he had college things to take care of. Then we went to the mall and then Petland. Then back to Joe's to watch a movie. Then we went to Mike's for a bit and watched some hard core gay porn. Then dropped off Bri. Went to ROb's to get him. Then Rob came over to Mike's. Then we went back to Joe's and we all chilled till about one in the morning. Then rob came to my house till two. =) 
Then Sunday I woke up and did homework for two hours, went to the library with Danny and Arielle they made fun of my arm fat and kept taking pictures of me! UGH. Then i came home did a little more homework. Went to Joanns to get some more fabric. Went to Joe's. Went to Meijer. Picked up Bri. Went to Joe's. Ate some cake. Rob came over. We were there till 8:30.
Then we all went home.

I see Bri and Joe a lot and I love it. Seriously. Three Amigos. Three Muskateers. Haha. They wouldn't even ride with Mike in his car and Joe was like. Man you can't break up the three muskateers SORRY.

loving life for now.
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[19 Aug 2007|08:06pm]

my babyyyy and meee =)
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[15 Aug 2007|11:51pm]
So. Steven broke up with me last week. Tuesday I think. He's been a huge ass to me. It's terrible. He won't stop harrassing me and he goes out of his way to try to make me miserable.
But I have a new boy. As of Yesturday Aug. 14th. 
He is so amazing in every way.
He treats me like a princess.
I love him for it.
We could just sit there on a couch next to each other and not be doing anything, and be completely happy and not bored at all.
I love it.
He makes me so happy.
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[05 Jul 2007|11:23am]

So I haven't written in here since Turnabout? Wow.
Anyway. Right now there are way too many men in my life. It's kind of really annoying. I have a boyfriend and four other guys who are trying to get into my pants. Delicious.
I got back from Florida on Sunday, Steven's mom's birthday, and I miss being in Florida. None of my friends called me while I was down there, well except for Kenny and Jasen and Steven. But that was it. I didn't get a single call from anyone else. You know what, it was almost nice. All I did was sit around and swim and shop. It was good. I didn't worry about a single thing while I was down there.
When I came back I had to put my truck in the shop and stuff. But now my truck is perfect. Nothing is wrong with it. Which is really good. My parents are thinking about getting me a mustang? Me and my mom were looking at them while we were at the Ford Dealership and my dad's been saying how he wants one. 
A lot is going on with my house right now.
We're pretty much just living upstairs and on fast food/ chinese.

I lost four pounds while I was in Florida.
I'm now proud to say I weigh only 93 pounds. I have a BMI of like 17.something.
I'm happy.

Today I'm hanging out with Shannon and Harris which will be amazing.

I've been pretty busy all week which has been great.

Must go.

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[14 Nov 2005|09:26pm]
[ mood | happy ]

So like.
I was really happy today. Nothing was tearing me down.
Tyler came back :) I love him x 2.
I was like awhhh I missed youuuuu.

And I was dancing for a whole bunch of periods.
And I was just really happy today...err until I got off the bus...

But yeah
Today was pretty good.

But when I was getting off the bus kenny sprays ALL this fucking axe on my backpack and it smells SO FUCKING BAD.
My mom is calling the dean AGAIN.

but yesh.
I walked home with Brian Craig. Which was so weird. But we talked the whole way and like it was so cool.
He's pretty cool you know. I feel bad for being mean to him for so long.

And I got to see Steven :)
We cuddled a lot today.
And we fell asleep on the couch for 2 hours. And like we were all cuddled and I could feel his heartbeat and stuff.And it just felt right sleeping next to him.
In a good mood.

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[01 Nov 2005|09:03pm]
R.I.P. John "Beatz" Holohan

I know you will never read this, not after what's happend. You will be missed terribly. I've cried for 3 hours and counting. Knowing no one will ever get to hear you drum again, that no one will see you perform again. I am already missing your smile as I look at the picture I got to take with you. I enjoyed everything you did. When I saw you in June. I could of died. It was amazing. You put on an amazing show and made me laugh so much. I am going to miss you, as I already do. I love you, you are one of my favoritest people in the world.

Yeah shut up.
I miss him already.

I am hoping you are going to make it through this okay. I didn't hang out with you much. But man, its devastating what's happend. I hope you make it out perfectly fine.


Like i totally stole this from Allie. [30 Oct 2005|04:35pm]
Make a List of 20 of your friends...
(this isn't in order or anything, but...)
1. Steven
2. Steve
3. John
4. Danny
5. Taylor
6. Negin
7. Allie
8. Britt
9. Adam
10. Cara
11. Mike
12. Briana
13. Katherine
14. Shaunay
15. Kaylie
16. Tyler
17. Gordan
18. Sarah
19. Kevin
20. Ashwin

Tell me something about #13: She is extremely tall
Where did you meet #8? 6th grade, band, I was singing and she heard me and looked at me funny and then we compared schedules and like we had band and gym together.
Who is #4’s current crush? No idea?
Who is #9 going out with? No one that i know of?
How did #5 and #1 meet? Uhm I made them meet because i wanted them to. and like it was cool.
Are you best friends with #19? Yes. I miss him.
Is #7 a boy or a girl? Girl
Do you think #3 and #17 should go out? Uhm that would be gross.
What grade is #6 in? 9th.mine.
What is #3’s favorite band? uh. ICP or something like that.
Does #14 have any pets? I don't know?
When did you last talk to #4? Friday
Does #18 have a brother? Yep
Does #5 have a sister? nope, couple brothers though
Would you go out with #7’s brother/sister? Uhm no because I don't thinik her brother is hot like other people. haha
Would you ever go out with #16? Uh i dunno. if it came up, sure.
What is #15’s middle name? I don't know
What is #4’s last name? Bellendir
What does #8 want to be when they grow up? I dont know?
What does #9 want to do with their life? Uhm. i dont know? something with music?
Would #10 and #17 be a cute couple? Uhm. No that'd be weird.
Tell me something about #7: She's uh. well. she's cool and she is way into school activities.
Does #9 go to your school? Yessum
What is #20’s favorite sport? Messin up my room. jk i dont know?
Are #7 and #2 best friends? they hardly know each other
Is #14 hot? No she's fat. Just kidding. yeah
What is #6’s favorite color? I honestly have no idea.
Does #3 like #20? Uhm their friends.
Where does #15 live? 3 streets behind me
Have you ever had a crush on #4? Gross. No, hes my cousin.
#12? Oh yeah...no.
And #6? Maybee..JUST KIDDING Omg.
What school does #5 go to? Seneca high
Would you go out with #19? yeah, already have.
Or #12? uhmm nope
Who’s hotter: #16 or #18? haha tyler(16)
#3 or #9? haha sorry adam i love you, but uhm john (3)
Who’s more loyal: #5 or #1? They're both great. just uh I've known taylor longer.
Who’s funner to be around: #6 or #14? NEGIN. OHMG.
#19 or #2? both. one i get to see every month about. the other. eh. well. whenever he flies in. maybe once a year now?
How is #7 doing today? I don't know I havent talked to her all weekend.
You are going to hug #4 tommrow, right? Haha of course i love him
What is #5’s favorite band? Cursive? I don't know.
Do you love #4? Yep.
#9? Yup.
What is #10’s Dog’s name? She doesn't have one, has 2 cats though.
Does #2 have any pets? I don't know?
Does #17 skateboard? I think he used to.
Is #15 hot? No, shes a girl.
Did you ever have a crush on #12? no.
#16? maybe a little one
#20? haha yeah a while ago
Did you see #18 today? no. i haven't hung out with her in 2 goin on 3 weeks.
Did you hug #4 today? Didn't see him
Who is more popular #1 or #16? Uhm I don't know. One doesnt go to my school and the other I only see two times a day. But their both popular to me. Hmm. hha
#7 or #15? I'm not sure.
What would you label #9? band geek. jk i dont know
#8? She's completely like original. an individualist.
#11? haha no idea. but i love that kid
What does #8 dess like? gorgeous. she ALWAYS ALWAYS looks good. jealous =x
#5? whatever he wants
#6? i have no idea. band tee and jeans. haha i dont know shes cute though
Does #9 have a myspace? Yep
#20? mmhmm
What is #14’s screen name? no idea
#17? i forgot. he's got like 7
Is #2 online right now? no =(I need him though...
Where did you meet #12? 6th grade. but she never talked to me or any one but this year we became friends x 12
When did you meet #8? Sixth grade
#4? Long time ago when he'd steal gum off of me
Does #12 play any sports? AHHAHAH omg your joking right? jk
#9? I don't think so?
#7? haha i dont think so
What does #18 dress like? uhm like. i dont know
#12? OMG SO FCKING CUTE. I want her clothes.
Do you know #17’s phone number? Yeah its in my phone
Does #8 have a cell phone? yeah but she never has it on

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[13 Oct 2005|09:46pm]
my birthdays coming up

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[02 Oct 2005|02:35pm]
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[13 Sep 2005|09:35pm]
_____xbandaged_'s LJ stalker is __me_withoutyou!
__me_withoutyou is stalking you because your LiveJournal is just SO damned interesting. They are also not very liked around here!

LiveJournal Username:

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get so close you can feel their breath on your neck...<3 [06 Jul 2005|12:27am]
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all from couch tour.

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[11 Jun 2005|11:55pm]
Here. Same Names. Just putting the pictures no captionsCollapse )

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[11 Jun 2005|11:54pm]
sorry for some reason.
They all came out as links
but they still work if you click on the link.

I can fix it.
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[11 Jun 2005|11:34pm]

I'm making this public and not just friends only because they're pictures and I want people who don't have LJ's but were there to be able to see them so here ya go.


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[03 Jun 2005|12:09pm]
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Alright I'm not making this one friends only. Because a lot of my friends dont have LJ's who are in these pictures so Here's a freebee...

♥ Love you
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[19 May 2005|09:54pm]

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Manuel is your soulmate.
You truly love Aaron.
You consider Cara your true friend.
You know that Kaylie is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Gordan for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Amanda is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Ricky is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that Lucas is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Lucas changes lovers faster than underwear.
You secretly think Danny is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Danny has a hidden internet romance.

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[17 Apr 2005|10:43pm]
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[14 Apr 2005|04:21pm]
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