im sorry about every thing that went down this year
it was all such a fucking waste of time
i made amazing friends
and
they all went to dust
i'm a fucking shithead for being so stupid
i think i just have high expectations
and when i try so hard to be a good friend
and i dont get it in return
it just makes me mad
and then i fuck up amazing friendships because of it
i feel pretty shitty about everything
and i wish i could just go back and make it better
eventhough i know i cant
i fucked up big time
and i know that even though i'm sorry
its not going to make anything better
it really wasnt all your fault
