i feel like i've abandoned this place.
it's sad, because i realllly liked my name.
but i'm moving on to a new journal.. i don't know if that one will turn out like this one did. i hope not. i've always wanted to have an active journal.. and i'm really going to try to make some changes soon.
if you want to keep reading, email me.
i think i may have a problem with saying the wrong thing.
and then scaring people a little when said things are said.
got a new layout
phone should be on in a few hours.
it finally stopped raining.
things seem fine.
so here i am again.
and i'm alone.
i like it.
i really don't vent here as much as i wish i did. and i know why. i have many resolutions this year that i really want to actually accomplish. afterwards, i hope that my life improves in the aspects i want it to improve in.
My resolutions this year:
Become Buddhist. Serious Buddhist. That inclueds quiting smoking, drinking, and smoking, three of my favorite things to do.
Buy a car. Nothing fancy, just something that gets me from point A to point B, and occationally point C.
Get an appartment in La Crosse. Most important.
Get into school. No brainer
Get a PHONE! I've spent too much of my life with out one.
Make more time for myself so I can:
get to know myself
Get healthy - bikerides everyday. If i still live in whitehall, then around river road once a week, maybe more.
I'd like to learn German or Japanese.
I really hope I'm not aiming too high. I'm really motivated. Here's the test to find out if it works: If i write more than once in the next month, it worked ;)