look i'm really really sorry for saying all that stupid stuff, I HATE IT WHEN WE ARGUE LIKE THIS. it really gets me mad. i just want everything with us to be okay...i really do. i know i don't act like it all the time but i really do LOVE YOU and i alwaysz will ~!!!!! please stop being mad at me, PLEASE!?! i really didn't mean none of that stuff and again i am truly sorry babe!!!