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(Do I look like a slut?)

[04 Oct 2005|11:55pm]
i think it's really silly when i go on myspace or even looking through my old journal entries. i love all those silly little pictures i used to take: my face, 1/2 of my face, the back of my head, the top of my head, me holding the camera at a 140degree angle? and the mirror pictures!!!%@$#@

soooo obnoxious.

i vow to never take another meaningless picture that doesn't serve a purpose or display a specific object.
(not to mention that i look like i'm 12 in every last one of them.)

tomorrow, my brother and i are going on an adventure.
actually we're just going job-hunting, but i intend to make an adventure out of it.

later, i will come home and make anthony dinner.
pasta-- because it's the only thing i know how to make.
and then we will cuddle and play with the cat.

he was supposed to get a new tattoo this morning, but i was never made aware of the fact.
SO! when the alarm starting going off, i quickly realized that it was still my vacation and that alarms have no business going off at 10am on my vacation.
i killed the alarm. we overslept = no tattoo for boy.

i'm wearing 3 tank tops at once.
just because.

(Do I look like a slut?)

[03 Oct 2005|01:46am]
my purse was stolen tonight.
i cried.
and called 911.
i now have no identity or cash.
and some stranger has a key to my apartment.

i am looking for a new job.
i'm so over this whole petsmart thing.
and i am broke?
very broke.
(even more broke thanks to the cocksucker that has my purse)

i am on vacation until the 10th.
so if anyone wants to hangout it will have to be between now and then.
because on the 10th i return to being an anti-social workaholic bitch.


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[19 Jul 2005|11:39pm]
i don't write in this thing anymore.

like, ever.

i am a waste of internet space.

in other news i got a promotion. and my hair is getting long.
and these things make me a very happy girl.

i am spending time with friends, and learning how to cook things other than pasta.
these things also make me very happy.

anthony has a new job, and is bringing home the bacon.
but he works nites and i hate sleeping alone.
this makes me not so happy.

there will be a reasonably large party at my home on september 4th because on that day i will have a 20 year old boyfriend.
please attend.
please bring beer.

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[22 Mar 2005|01:27pm]
[ mood | grateful ]

life is beautiful.

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[16 Jan 2005|04:45pm]
things are pretty swell right about now.
we're all settled into the apartment, and things are quite cozy.
i've been getting the chance to spend time with people i never get to see anymore, and it's pretty fucking great.
work is getting better. i got a raise and a promotion. and i can drive the forklift!!%$@%#@$
i'm so ca$h.
we haven't got the internet hooked up yet but hopefully soon.
and then i'll be just as much of a livejournal fag as i was before.

bitches should call me.
we'll do stuff.

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[11 Dec 2004|09:06pm]
[ mood | lakjsdflkajfsdf ]

i am moving in 4 days to be in love (full-time) with my anthony.
soo grown up...

life is beautiful.

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so long [23 Oct 2004|01:31pm]
i am very done with this whole livejournal thing.
i never have time for it anymore and there is just no sense in keeping it.

if anyone wants to talk to/hang out with me (in real life) i would love that.
most of you have my number and i would love to see you guys.

thanks for reading all my bullshit over the past 2 years or so.
i wish you all the best.

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[14 Oct 2004|07:40am]
i think i'm going to retire from this whole livejournal bit sometime soon.
i never have any time for it and i can't keep up with my friend's list anymore so what's the point?
not that there's ever anything terribly exciting in my life for me to write about or have anyone read.

so anyway..
we are going to meet our landlord on saturday and set the move-in date and all that.
she's this cute little old lady, and little old ladies love me.
i went into work this morning at 7am because i thought i had to open..
comes to find out i'm not due in until 10.
what a waste of a morning.

mom's not too keen on this whole moving to baltimore thing...
(she loves me anyway.)

i kick my gas tank's ass everyday,
because as long as i get off before 7 or so,
i always drive out to belair to spend the evening with anthony.
last nite we went to denny's
and ate too much
and then went exploring.
the other day i brought him a picnic because he was having a bad day
we went to the duck pond and fed the geese mike & ike's.
they loved it.

i start another diet tomorrow.
no, really.
no more wawa subs or muffins.
or...chocolate milk.

hope everyone has a good day.

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[09 Oct 2004|01:16am]
[ mood | adsfadfadfasdf ]

busy busy.
seeing anthony everyday.
we got the place on pratt street i wanted & i can't wait.
we move in mid november.
now all i need is someone to buy me a yellow dish set.
my life will be complete.

working my ass off.
but i'm ca$h money, so it's all good.
becky and her friends are having a party downstairs
so i'll have to sleep upstairs tonite, and hate it.
damn kids.

my parents are out of town for the weekend.
it figures..they NEVER went out of town when i wanted to party or drink or have people over.
instead they leave NOW when all i want to do is sleep.

work keeps me moving a lot,
and i've lost a bit of weight.
the pants are getting quite loose & i'm digging it.
tomorrow i work 7-4 and then spend the remainder of the day with anthony.
i want to be outdoors-y and climb trees.
i hope it's nice out.

sweet dreams.

(Do I look like a slut?)

[06 Oct 2004|11:23pm]

took laura to towson this morning,
came home, showered & went to visit anthony.
it was a very last-minute thing.
but then again, spontaneity is oh-so romantic.
we went to dinner and then went back to his house and watched
the princess bride & jaws (II?)
then i tucked him in, gave him a kiss on the forehead and came home.
i saw him almost every day this week, and absolutely loved it.
tomorrow is another 10 hour day at work,
and i hate that.
and i won't have another day off until at least next wednesday.
but payday is friday $$$
and saturday evening is a love nite.
so this week wont be all that bad.

my rat is the cutest thing ever.
his name is joey and i love him.
he eats oatmeal & cucumbers with me
and watches the nanny.


PS>> the season finale of nip/tuck kicked my ass.

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[03 Oct 2004|07:04pm]
the past few days have been pretty swell.
i work all the time. but it's not bad, and now i'm cash money.
friday after work i went to meet anthony & fubu in dundalk so they could get tattooed.
anthony's new tattoo is amazing. it's huge and has, like, every color known to man.
it took 6.5 hours, and dave didn't even have time to get his tattoo done,
so he got drunk for nothing.
it was a lot of fun though.
sarah & matt showed up because matthew is getting something done soon, and it's always a pleasure to see those two.

i've been seeing anthony almost everyday.
i don't care how much gas i waste, it's completely worth it.
i have off tomorrow, and then i'll see him tuesday nite after work.

i have a feeling i'm going to get murdered in my sleep.
or hit by a bus.
because things are going really good right now,
and i'm really happy.
and, well, that never lasts very long now does it?

not to mention that my hair is growing,
and my bangs are amazing.
and i got a new pet rat.
me and anthony picked him out.
he's just a baby and his name is joseph. (joey)
and he is, quite possibly, the cutest motherfucker alive.

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[29 Sep 2004|08:48pm]

we're very outdoors-y, very in loveCollapse ).

(Do I look like a slut?)

[29 Sep 2004|11:16am]
hung out with jeff & laura last nite.
we watched seven and ate macaroni&cheese.

i'm off today,
so i'm going to pick up anthony from work and spend the day with him.
it's supposed to be a nice day.
picnic, perhaps?
i'd like that very much.

i've been debating all morning on whether or not to diet today
i really should, but i just don't feel like it.
so maybe i'll just be a rebel and eat halloween M&M's all day.

(Do I look like a slut?)

[28 Sep 2004|03:08pm]
i'm at the library.
i really like the atmosphere and i'm way behind on sandra brown's latest book.
i slept until 2pm today,
just because i could.

off today and tomorrow.
i love it.
tomorrow i'm going to see mr. lapalomento
and then i get to see him again on friday.
how very nice.

there is nothing new or terribly exciting in my life as of now.
things really seem to be coming together for me and anthony
we have a couch, bed AND entertainment center now!!! haha
friday we are going to go look at a few more apartments.

tonite i think laura and i are going to go visit jeff.
maybe we'll all do dinner or something,
that would be quite nice.


(Do I look like a slut?)

[26 Sep 2004|09:03pm]
worked yesterday
we have baby hamsters..
and they are really cute UNTIL you find them covered in blood after they've eaten another hamster's ENTIRE head.
no, seriously.

after work went and picked up anthony
and we had a love day
and then ate chinese food in bed
and cuddled all nite.

today we went to the park and played
and then went to fells and walked & chased pigeons.
went back to belair, then to the bookstore,
then sat in my car and were in love.

came home,
and it's time for noodles & BBC.


(Do I look like a slut?)

[24 Sep 2004|07:13pm]
[ mood | ... ]

i am a busy girl.
i work a lot.
i haven't been on here in quite sometime.
places to go, people to see.
nothing is new really,
i got paid today.
i am ca$h money.
i popped two tires on my car,
and my mom was a bitch
and made me cry, lots.
and she was mean to anthony
and called me crazy, and tried to kick me in the face.
so, i left.
and stayed the nite at anthony's.
because his parents are nice to me.
i said fuck you to my mom, and felt oh so adult.
...& went home two days later haha
babylove and i went apartment shopping the other day,
and found one we're sortakinda smitten with.
i'm excited.
i want to pick out curtains.
i got bit by a bird today..and hated it.
and went and ate low mein all by my lonesome.
it was very sad.
tomorrow, work (duh) and then anthony.
can't waitwaitwait.

hope everyone's doing a-okay,
call me, and we'll catch up.

(Do I look like a slut?)

bright lights, big city. [19 Sep 2004|09:36pm]
[ mood | awdfasdfasdfasdf ]

this weekend was swell.
saw anthony everyday which was a first and, quite frankly, something i could really get used to.
yesterday we went to friday's with paul and then went and visited mr. ivan konka whom i have missed dearly.
it was the first time we'd all hung out and not gotten completely blazed, i loved it.
got to sleep with my boo and be in lovelovelove all nite.
woke up & hit the town.
chinese buffet for breakfast, he made me eat an olive in exchange for a pack of cigarettes. i almost thew up.
then essex day.
spent some time with kayleigh
and got to see sarah, darcee, and matthew which was nice.
only stayed for an hour or so & then went downtown.
we went and saw the apartment that is practically ours as of december.
very excited about that.
it's on pratt street so we'll be dead, but it's all good.
went to fells & anthony bought a few smiths records and i just tagged along and looked cute.
then back to his house to snuggle, and now i'm home.
and lonely.

tomorrow i have to work at 7am.
i am going to hate that.
this whole work thing is really overrated.


(Do I look like a slut?)

[18 Sep 2004|08:52am]
[ mood | adfawerfasdf ]

yesterday i went to see anthony
and it was our 9 month anniversary.
& we had chinese for dinner
& went to a park & played
and he got me a pat benatar album,
because we're in love.
it was quite lovely.

we got a joint bank account.
so couple.

i was supposed to go see him today too
but it's mom's birthday and my neices are in town.
plus, it's raining like a bitch outside.

tomorrow i'm getting up real early and taking anthony to his community service,
then i'm going to pick him up & we're going to essex day.

i worked my ass off this week,
i'm gonna be so cash money when paychecks roll around.


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[15 Sep 2004|11:26pm]
i'm really liking my life right about now.
i've been working like crazy the past couple days,
and i really dig it.
i like keeping busy.
work is alright, the people are real nice,
and i play with guinea pigs on a daily basis.
what more could a girl ask for?

yesterday i went and visited kayleigh which was absolutely wonderful. we sat and talked and reminisced and i loved every second of it.
then last nite i hung out with jeff for a while,
and that was nice, since i hadn't seen him in months.
then today, when i got off work i drove up to see anthony.

we had SUCH a lovely day.
we got subs and watched nip/tuck
and then we drove out to havre de grace and watched the ducks
and saw a groundhog, and followed him around because he was amazing.
then we went to fridays & sat & were completely and totally in love.

i'm really not taking any shit anymore.
there are about a handful of people in the world that i really & genuinely care about.
and i won't just sit back and watch them be treated badly.
and when someone tells the most important person in my life, that they hope he dies...?
i'm really not a bitch.
i'm just not going to let that go.

so. anyway.
tomorrow is work. duh.
and friday is the big 9 months for me and anthony.
saturday i plan on somehow staying the nite with him.
and sunday, well, essex day. (aka funnel cake)

but seriously, i am truly, genuinely happy right now.
everything seems to be going relatively well,
and everything is soo close to being exactly how i want it to be.
plus, it's getting cold.
and that means i get to buy sweaters.
and that pink peacoat from express that makes me swoon.

goodnite ♥

(Do I look like a slut?)

[14 Sep 2004|12:35am]
a lot of commotion tonite.
and i just put my boy to bed.

tomorrow, work.
i think that's neat.

tomorrow evening i think i may pay miss kayleigh a visit
because i miss her something awful & want to buy her belly shirts.

wednesday i need to see anthony
because, um, i love him.
and saturday is too far away.

i was so pigtails today.

i lost an entire pack of cigarettes tonite.
because i am forgetful.
like a goldfish.


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